对不起

又是做选择！！
唉。。讨厌做选择~！
不懂为什么每次做选择时就是那么犹豫不决。。
难道就不能果断一点吗。。
笨蛋！笨蛋！笨蛋！！！！！
我真的越来越讨厌你了！
死鬼王丽菲。。
sigh~~
我真的不懂自己在干嘛啦。。。
给我时间适应我自己可以吗？
我感觉自己还活在以前的世界里=.=
怎么办？7老8十了还改不了。。。
请大家不要对我好。。不管是谁，任何一个人。。
请。。不要对我好
即使是。。也偷偷就好XD
没什么。。我只是过不了自己的这一关，
时间会冲淡一切，更会证明一切~
内疚。。感觉活过来的十八年都在对不起很多人，
妈妈，我不是故意的。。
我很想跟你说我爱你，但却没有这份勇气
原谅我ok？
我知道这世界上的人怎么看不起我，怎么歧视我都好，
只要有你的地方就会使最幸福的地方。。
妈妈知道我有挨夜读书，怕我胃痛特地买了glucose放着。。
T.T世上只有妈妈好~有妈的孩子也知道。。
只是她没有勇气说到。。心里偷偷藏~
妈。。我会努力读书的。。
虽然每次的成绩都不如所愿，但我一定我尽力的！
不想再辜负你，辜负对我好的每一个人。。
对不起~~
唉。。又感触起来了T.T

so called BFF~

friends..
i know sometimes we cant change the reality..
but..why not we stay happily for everything n anything?
there must be a fluactuation in our life..
so...be optimistic for all everything~
i got not right to teach u all but just giving u some opinion..
i do very sad because of my life...but what can i do?
do nothing n cried everyday for what??
no one can help me..n i think they don't know how to help me too?
everything must be gone through ourselves,then baru u tao apa nak buat..
so....cry as loud as u can, to make yrself relieve n be happy after that.
don't think that no one care about u..
we do!!as u'r our friend n we know everyone need someone to be with us when we really down..
please think of me when u need someone to be with u ><

p/s:at 1st very touch d?but last sentence make u lost of the confidence?
hahaha jkjk~~ just wanna tell u all...we are always friend.!!BFF~

love

thanks dean for the card~

i cried again when i c this T.T

hate chu

thanks yii ><

i love the flower very much~serious eh ...

hahahaahahXDXD

the sweetest n memoriable 0210 in my life~

thx god for giving me so many friend,best friends,n also buddies
thx for everything n anything u all had done for meT.T
si gui dean!!
I DON'T ASPECT TO GET CHEATED FROM odelia ooi FOR TWICE IN A DAY!!!!!
si gui si gui si gui!!make me cry in front of everyone =.=
so sia sui u know~~!!
haih...she's not pro in cheating but...i wonder when i become so stupid..
gong gong ho lu pian~~
but anyway..DEAN...I LOVE U SO MUCH~
thx for being a part of my life..
thx for giving me such a perfect birthday celebration
thx for listened to me n forgiving me..
thx for everything u did for me =)
i'll always remind myself that..odelia ooi is my best buddy n i love her so much <3>
i'll not have such unforgetable birthday without her perhaps??

JOMYFLYN + XOM:
thx for forgived me for what i've did..
i really can't believe myself when i saw u all ~
thx for hiding in the toilet n singing the bufday song for me..T.T
the moment i see u all..i was really shocked n slowly all the things recall back~
and i felt so touch n sad on that time..sorry for crying with the yong sui face..
i was just cant believe all of this..THANK YOU :')
I LOVE U ALL n i know that we will always be together no matter how right ??
thx for the cakess n also the flowers~
*7dwarf , bitch..n also apple??XDXD

rover crew:
thanks to the organizing comittee to pakat with them
thanks for giving me such a surprise..n i wanna apologize to whatever i did wrongly in rovers
n also thank you for the bufday songXD

last but not least...
i wanna thanks dean momo karyang yeewuan pq june lenny jiarong woeishuoh raro n mingyang
thanks for spending almost whole day with me n have fun together~
although we'r just eat eat eat but i like the feeling when we making jokes with each other,eating n playing~n also kong sim su together..
happy tiok ho right ??hope we can have more gathering like this~~
thanks june n lenny for the choco,,thanks pq for the 'sexy' wear ><

朋友们，我的生命因你们而精彩。。
除了谢谢还是谢谢T.T没有你们我也不会有那么美好的两个生日。。
谢谢~！！！！！我爱你<3>