2012年12月6日星期四

难过,难过啊。。

人生,是如此的坎坷啊?
why must we get through the life
that will makes us uncomfortable,suffer and feel like dying?
because this is 'life' =.=
which means it must be fluctuate
sometimes it might be extremely high or low,it depends
and the lowest part of my life in kampar is the study week
gosh!i hate it the most!!
it is worst than go marathon for a week,
T.T
everyday, i got up from my bed
i sit here,
after a while, i go bath and i come back
i sit here,
will have my breakfast everyday,at the same place
which is here again,
after breakfast i will start to study, playing music
sitting in front of the desk,
tired after reading?i online,
no doubt...is the same place
time for a break!lunch..sometimes i will cook
sometimes no.eat bread or cup noodles + running man
again..my table and chair is the same!
this is my daily routine...
until night,i might out for dinner if i didnt cook,
how if i cooked?nah~~~
u will know where i eat and what i do again..
again...sit here until end of the day
until i got tired sitting with my ka chui,
i will lie on my bed...like a dead person
i feel so lifeless during the study week,
i gained weight i loss of connections
and the most important thing is
MY ASS GETTING BIGGER N BIGGER!
what life is this? :'/
dislike!! i want the energetic faye!
i want the faye that have wide social network
i want the un-tiredable faye
i want the oh lu lu san pi pa's faye
im like losing the previous me n i couldn't get her back =(
go away the bad mood!!here come the best ...
one more week to go!faster~~
and i will be free for one month!!
god...let me go through every sem break of mine in the heaven =D
n thanks june that she didn't dumped my like what she did last sem ><
but...sorry to say that i gonna abandon her for 2 weeks..
dun miss me when im not here to cook for u ~