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im blank n so lost now~
haiz...again n again
i really don't know how to comfort myself...
useless

人生能有几个十年？

人生有几个十年？

你是否白活了呢？

懂事以来，今天对我很特别。。。

真的很特别。。

我没白活这二十年。。。

“我今天学会，多愁善感是一种错。。”

[光明]

今天出席他的葬礼。。

一踏入灵堂眼泪就不停的流

看他最后一眼时，

全身都软了。。怎么会这样?

我多希望他现在还站在我们面前跟我们吵

虽然他每次都会让我们但总是要跟我们争，

争到够了才让我们赢。。

虽然我们口中整天说他不好但我们心里根本不是那样想的。。

像他说的。。人生能有几个十年？？

T.T一想到就不由自己的。。

leos~!roar!!

~beloved Leo James Wan Kai Khor~

went to the funeral just now..

many ppl there..

tried not to cry when saw stanley,zhi yu,victor n other cry but..

is hurt~im thinking...what would be the scene that came out from his mind when he knew he'll never come back to this world?

as im thinking my tears drop

although he's not my best friend but the feeling came out so directly from my heart

not dare to see him at first until the time im going home..

i know my tears sure will drop uncontrolly

then i broke down when i saw his face...

he's sleeping there without any senses and movement....

he's gone.....really can't accept the facts

everythings recalled back

the 1st time we met in cititel..he's was the high post of clhs leo club n we'r the new member of cdk leos..he is quite talkative talk non-stop around us...frog jess n i was hang-ing there..

at night we still got out for supper with lion..

it's sweet memory although we got scold by our past president

sometimes i felt he's quite irritating because he was interested with one of our friend..

sms us to get more information about the girl~well as his named'chi ko'

haha~but after that his best friend told me that actually he's a good guy

he's caring n like to take care of ppl,although his relation with his family is not that good but he still can live for his own...he's strong and brave~

the fresh memories in my mind..

last year leo installation,im the mc of the ceremony..

i went up to the place where his club seated to ask for something

he saw me walking toward them he straight away stand up n shaked hand with me..

he praised me as im brave to host the big project and we chat for a short while~

is all become the history of ours...

he's gone..never come back d~

im kinda regret because i didn't call him when i saw him at gurney..

it was the last ime i met him....n no next time d~

T.TT.TT.TT.TT.TT.TT.TT.TT.TT.TT

i hope every one of us can live happily

don't leave us here then go to the place that they went n won't come back anymore..
pls don't do so..

i hope u'r here to' tarki' wif us

there got something stucking my heart
felt sad felt uncomfortable
i don't know what should i do to make it feel better...
i couldn't accept the tragedy
i can't make myself to not to think about it..
although we'r not best best friend
but it doesn't mean there got no caring between us
haiz..i hope every one of us can be tough tonight..
don't cry...don't cry.....keep telling me
please forgive me if im the first one....