:'(

i was so so so tired because i cried for too long d :/
before sleep,i wear my knee guard ,
im afraid to have the crack for 2nd time in one day~
but it is so uncomfortable :(
keep on awake and cant sleep well for the whole night..
pity
wake up early in the morning before 8am n suddenly felt that it's hard to move my leg
omg!DAMN!!!
swollen!!like ang ku T.T
i don't know it swollen caused by the crack or tighness of the knee pad
my goodnees..i think i really have to skip monday class to consult doctor d~
but im scare for the answer which will give by the doctor
i don't want all that painness,i scare of that.
i don't like the feeling when step into the room which is full of white mosaic
don't like the smells of medicine and the knife n needle T.T
it's scary

i don't want to become cacat

my knee injured again~
i was cried in the toilet about 1 hour + because i can't even stand up after i fell down..
haih~wondering when will it happen again..
im SCARE
at 1st i thought i carry the heavy vaccum cleaner and cause my back pain
but after i fell down, i realised that was a symptom before the knee crack
it just like what had happened last 3 years..
i cant forget how the painness once i think of the scene
im only 17+ and this will follow me for another N years
it is so suffering.what im going to do the next?
should i go to consult doctor next week or wait for 1 more week until holiday?
i scare the doctor ask me to operate,as he told me before,
if my knee doesn't recover or become worst he might encourage me to operate
then i need to rest for half year only can step on the stairs and 2/3years to play sport
this will kill me as well~half year cannot use stairs!!!
scare...
*my body become a stupid S shape when i walk!!!cant even stand properly
shui r...

lost

received the letter from jabatan pelajaran yesterday.
omg!...'tidak lulus dan dikekalkan di sekolah sekarang'
so unbelievable..because everyone said once u apply to transfer then u will get the approval if yr reason is strong enough to support u..
but even jp they all wrote 'rumah berdekatan' also they don't approve it
CRAZY one.the most stupid one is those who wish to change stream cannot make it
they have to stay in science stream for 1.1/2 years.
what's the problem actually?i think mbs-ian have to stay in our own class n school ,
what is the purpose to 'keep' all of us?
siao eh...
haih...im a little bit lost now..
ky n i already prepare for the worst d.if we get tak lulus then we will stay in mbs as well
but then i got another thought now.i wish to change stream~hahahaz..
i really scare i can't get good result,seriously 4as is tough for me T.T
but....haih~i wanna crazy d..

MBS form6's

WE'R SEXY n ADORABLE~

hahahaha >.<

*FRIENDSHIP* = *LOVE*

don't envy

yoo~paiseh lo ....hahaha

♥JOMYFLYN♥friendss♥XOM

friends~

i love jess

i love momo

i love smei

i love frog

i love shiling

i love yii

i love xiang

i love dean

i love siewsiew

last but now least..i love myself

may be there got a lot of things been happened between us,

but everyone of us care each other.

there got something inside our heart,

it will not n never been forgotten.

it's our loves.n also the friendship...

we had pillow talk,story sharing,love story,

gossip,take photoSS,play,singing,made a lot of funs,swim,

eat,sleep,cry,changing cloth,brush teeth,

even pangsai also must pang together~

there must be a bond between us,

i hope we will bonded forever n stay together in what ever situation

may be we gotta leave some days,

but the heart of our will never change.

if there got any new friends,they will never BEST than u all.

they don't know us much as u all,

they can't share everything as u all

they can't even solve the problem as jomyflyn+xom
it's our SWEET MEMORIES forever.

how good if we can speak out the words on our next gathering

''I LOVE U''

guys,can i hug u when our next meeting?

randomly~

some photos captured last few days~

hmm..went to the 1st orientation on 10may 2010,today..

it's really really bored + sleepy

the teacher n the pricipal were keep on talked about mbs'history..

omg!i hate that..

and the 2nd things that i dislike was the ''COLORS'' around us n also the SMELLS

damn it!!!!!actually im quite racist.especially to those black guys!!!

yuckkks! *hate

haih..i wanna go clhs for form6..but my result sucks..

they sure don't wan me..instead of those 10 as student

T.T worry~~

bufday party~