每次，一想到blog。。就会有很多很多心情想诉说，
但。。有些话说了变多余，变得没必要。。
这几天感觉又发生了很多事。。
我不懂我一直以来想的事情有没有错，他也没说，
只是说了一些出乎我预料的事情。。
朋友~well。。。听了就算了吧
打从那一次开始我开始学会想，学会如何放纵自己。。
多说多想，只会一错再错。
如果想说‘改变’我觉得自己变得不少，
别说好的坏的，有心当朋友的一眼就感觉得出，看得到。。
没有任何事情比自己的心情感觉来得重要了。。
我要你不再多想，常站别人的立场替人想，
朋友是自己选的，是好是坏要会分
虽然你对人家好，但人家未必当你是朋友？
对不起。。我知道再多的对不起也弥补不了曾经的一切。。
但，我只想要告诉你，你永远是我的好朋友
无论发生什么事我都不刻意去理会并不代表我不在乎，
你说我们是好朋友，我不是无动于衷只是放在心里自己保藏，
你常说我每次冷眼于对，我只是不想每次看着你跟别人好时自己才不知所措，
我知道你不喜欢‘吃醋’，我知道。。所以每次‘就这样咯’。。
不是我对世事都不在乎而是我要对世事都冷漠，
我知道自己经不起，我就要自己不去经历
我努力改变自己，只是想让自己好过一点。。
什么都不同了，大家都长大了。。要为自己走着应该走的路，
长大了，不要再像小孩那样了。。我们要坚强。。
要相信自己，相信时间。。
朋友。。我愿意做你一辈子的家人T.T
2010年8月20日星期五
2010年8月16日星期一
2010年8月15日星期日
happy bufday :)
our stud stud yang birthday last wednesday @11aug
i planned to give her a surprise on that day,
asked her to acc me for baskin robbins but she said'no,i wan study my mm'
kek si wa!!!this ky diao di..
but june helped me to persuade her n finally she said yes.
hmm..asked dean,momo n lenny to go but all also can't..
=.=so sui...dean always yee wuan yee wuan sometimes really angry with her.
she lied!!!hng...odelia ooi u know what u did XD
anyway..i drived on that day fetch ky for the 1st time with own car(i mean not using her car)
erm..reached little cottage around 1330..oppss~
damn sorry to june >
[happy birthday] were played n played n 3 of us syok sendiri sang for ky n enjoyed ourselves:)
hhaha we planned to go BR with pinksss but..we were full on that time..
so planned to go somewhere else to do revison or have a walk
then i decided to go beach~hahaha yaya AGAIN
after a while,we went to meet ode,yee wuan n junfong at my house
..this is the 1st time i let guy to step into my house's main door~~
n junfong was the one...
ode.mo.ahkeat.cheeyang n i went out last night for some sports n bought a gown for yang2
haha~i hope she will like it :)
i wan her be the most preety in the prom,not to feel sad or zhi bei..
THIS IS ALL BCZ she's MY BUDDY
i want her to be happy on her birthday BUT NOT DISSAPOINTED
sometimes we might have our own opinion n some conflict...
but seriously..i doesn't mean to quarrel or shout at each other.
sorry to what i've did n pls forgive me for my bad tempered
i know when someone said 'u changed a lot' (bad)
means the one who talked is changing too..so i hold my words everytime i felt so..
i asked myself,is it her fault or mine?she changed or i changed?
but..i cant even answer myself when i asked this..so..
i keep silent.u might said i changed.
i accepted n i wanna improve myself
ah keat always said im bad tempered,wan me to change my attitude n alot..
i promised u all that i will do so, n i hope u all to give me some times..
i wan myself to be a better one,so give me the opportunity n let me feel that u all was here to be with me
i need u all for everythings....
actually i enjoyed what i have now.
although some of the buddies not around but at least all of us will THINK OF EACH OTHER when we miss either one :')
sorry thank you i love you
i planned to give her a surprise on that day,
asked her to acc me for baskin robbins but she said'no,i wan study my mm'
kek si wa!!!this ky diao di..
but june helped me to persuade her n finally she said yes.
hmm..asked dean,momo n lenny to go but all also can't..
=.=so sui...dean always yee wuan yee wuan sometimes really angry with her.
she lied!!!hng...odelia ooi u know what u did XD
anyway..i drived on that day fetch ky for the 1st time with own car(i mean not using her car)
erm..reached little cottage around 1330..oppss~
damn sorry to june >
[happy birthday] were played n played n 3 of us syok sendiri sang for ky n enjoyed ourselves:)
hhaha we planned to go BR with pinksss but..we were full on that time..
so planned to go somewhere else to do revison or have a walk
then i decided to go beach~hahaha yaya AGAIN
after a while,we went to meet ode,yee wuan n junfong at my house
..this is the 1st time i let guy to step into my house's main door~~
n junfong was the one...
ode.mo.ahkeat.cheeyang n i went out last night for some sports n bought a gown for yang2
haha~i hope she will like it :)
i wan her be the most preety in the prom,not to feel sad or zhi bei..
THIS IS ALL BCZ she's MY BUDDY
i want her to be happy on her birthday BUT NOT DISSAPOINTED
sometimes we might have our own opinion n some conflict...
but seriously..i doesn't mean to quarrel or shout at each other.
sorry to what i've did n pls forgive me for my bad tempered
i know when someone said 'u changed a lot' (bad)
means the one who talked is changing too..so i hold my words everytime i felt so..
i asked myself,is it her fault or mine?she changed or i changed?
but..i cant even answer myself when i asked this..so..
i keep silent.u might said i changed.
i accepted n i wanna improve myself
ah keat always said im bad tempered,wan me to change my attitude n alot..
i promised u all that i will do so, n i hope u all to give me some times..
i wan myself to be a better one,so give me the opportunity n let me feel that u all was here to be with me
i need u all for everythings....
actually i enjoyed what i have now.
although some of the buddies not around but at least all of us will THINK OF EACH OTHER when we miss either one :')
sorry thank you i love you
2010年8月11日星期三
random
自从上了form6 就只会每天online facebook facebook。。
每天交际交际=.=
厉害料吗。。。chemistry 竟然failed。。？？
gosh~
有点不能接受但又已经知道肯定fail料。。
唉。。我可以像以前那样吗，没有常读书也至少会要读书T.T
想念gan gan hwang还有pn choo感觉他们真的push我们到很尽力~
哈哈。。还是一句，自己懒惰是无药可救的。。
在mbs，可能因为是男女同校有很多时候我们都有特先全，
但也因为是男女校，也有很多看不顺眼的事情。。
不懂。。可能太会‘想’了~~
hmm。。以前参加大型camp都会很羡慕人家，
没想到n年后竟然是committe之一。。
还真的很压力，不进行的不顺利，怕不合作，怕下雨，怕这个那个的。。
连睡觉都梦到在meeting=.=
生日要到了咯~~
要在家里做生日会？出去吃？去哪里玩？。。
很久都没有gathering了~~~
每天交际交际=.=
厉害料吗。。。chemistry 竟然failed。。？？
gosh~
有点不能接受但又已经知道肯定fail料。。
唉。。我可以像以前那样吗，没有常读书也至少会要读书T.T
想念gan gan hwang还有pn choo感觉他们真的push我们到很尽力~
哈哈。。还是一句，自己懒惰是无药可救的。。
在mbs，可能因为是男女同校有很多时候我们都有特先全，
但也因为是男女校，也有很多看不顺眼的事情。。
不懂。。可能太会‘想’了~~
hmm。。以前参加大型camp都会很羡慕人家，
没想到n年后竟然是committe之一。。
还真的很压力，不进行的不顺利，怕不合作，怕下雨，怕这个那个的。。
连睡觉都梦到在meeting=.=
生日要到了咯~~
要在家里做生日会？出去吃？去哪里玩？。。
很久都没有gathering了~~~
2010年7月23日星期五
rovers
this is the best activity i've joined in my 18 years~
rover's had trained me a lot..
i knew how to build up the gadjet,cook in bamboo known as backwood,cut or make cups,spoons and forks with bamboos...cook nice food without stove n gas~
n so on...
hahhahaha
seriously...we learned a lot of things in 17,18th july 2010
n suddenly i felt that im already grow old><
hahhaha i mean we already mature n no longer the ginna ginna d.
from the begining, everyone got an aim. WE WANT TO WIN THE BEST OVERALL.
ya...everyone said that patrol 3 n 5 will be the most competative
n i started scare.as our patrol didn't do anything n just lengan lengan when other groups were busy with their stuff
even the performance also need to wait until last day last minute d only got the result.
i mean a full rehersal for everyone..
n i really really shocked n shout out from my heart when they said we got the best overall ><
hahhahahah~ the most happy moment *jump with joy~~~~
i know some of them wasn't happy but..i know we all did very well in this camping
i luv u all patrol3!!!!!!
im sosososoosososososo excited for tomorrow gathering n hope to see u all tomorow...
please wear
rover's had trained me a lot..
i knew how to build up the gadjet,cook in bamboo known as backwood,cut or make cups,spoons and forks with bamboos...cook nice food without stove n gas~
n so on...
hahhahaha
seriously...we learned a lot of things in 17,18th july 2010
n suddenly i felt that im already grow old><
hahhaha i mean we already mature n no longer the ginna ginna d.
from the begining, everyone got an aim. WE WANT TO WIN THE BEST OVERALL.
ya...everyone said that patrol 3 n 5 will be the most competative
n i started scare.as our patrol didn't do anything n just lengan lengan when other groups were busy with their stuff
even the performance also need to wait until last day last minute d only got the result.
i mean a full rehersal for everyone..
n i really really shocked n shout out from my heart when they said we got the best overall ><
hahhahahah~ the most happy moment *jump with joy~~~~
i know some of them wasn't happy but..i know we all did very well in this camping
i luv u all patrol3!!!!!!
im sosososoosososososo excited for tomorrow gathering n hope to see u all tomorow...
please wear
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