nasional service

hello guys~!!
im going to ns at sungai bakap, seberang perai next monday..
anything leave me msg or call me~i will reply u when i get the phone
damn nervouse now..
scare i forgot to bring this bring that~duihx..
all of them leave d....now..i think im the only 1 among those fren i knew
haiz...
waiting the day which i can come bec to my house and sleep on my bed
hug my heihei~smell my blanket
T.T
will miss u all
and....pls don't shocked when u all see me...
i might become black *like charcoal
and...........i hope i can slim down when come back soon
ang kong po pi

belated merry christmas~!

belated merry christmas~!!

we went paradise's beach last friday~

hmm hmm

enjoy playing the snow n walk at the beach..

but sorry for my bad attiatude

it end up with a bad ending..

sorry

stupid daR walk for almost 2 hours to reach home

my fault...

thankz liting for the x'mas present..

my favourite>>STITCH~~

hhahaz

thz yang2 for the potato n bread too

well...im going to ns 4days later

bless me~~

hope i can meet frens n make new frens there

ang kong po pi

.....

达菲所问。。。

打球~
太好笑了。。。有谁打球会被捉包的？？
没有错。。就是我！！！！
捉包了又怎样？？甘愿了咯
没得出门就算了。。。
你喜欢怎样就怎样！一点都不想跟你说话！！！！
告诉你们后就没得出门不如选择什么都不说自己出门。。
反正已经不是第一次了。。。
家。。哈哈~好笑。。
一点都不像。。监牢就差不多！告诉你们，
麻烦转告大家不要来我家打抢，家里不是很有钱，
cctv就有蛮多的。。。无聊
以前还说可以晚上跑出去，迟迟再回来也无所谓
现在？？？放一个屁也要跟cctv交待
快点去照mri要开刀更好，住在医院好过在家里对墙壁。。
为什么就要在这种时候才面对问题。。。
害怕失去。。害怕一个人。。害怕没得见面的日子。。
唉。。我错就好。。真的不应该托你们下水，是我不对，
对不起拖累你们，对不起麻烦到你们，对不起对不起对不起
心理真的很不好过。。。想念一起出去的日子，想念一起笑的时候
坐在厕所哭了好久，老实说真的不敢面对我自己。。
曾几何时变得那么自私？变得那么不为人着想？？
心理总是有一些话说不出口。。对不起daR对不起yangyang对不起cacing对不起妈妈。。。

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im blank n so lost now~
haiz...again n again
i really don't know how to comfort myself...
useless

人生能有几个十年？

人生有几个十年？

你是否白活了呢？

懂事以来，今天对我很特别。。。

真的很特别。。

我没白活这二十年。。。

“我今天学会，多愁善感是一种错。。”

[光明]

今天出席他的葬礼。。

一踏入灵堂眼泪就不停的流

看他最后一眼时，

全身都软了。。怎么会这样?

我多希望他现在还站在我们面前跟我们吵

虽然他每次都会让我们但总是要跟我们争，

争到够了才让我们赢。。

虽然我们口中整天说他不好但我们心里根本不是那样想的。。

像他说的。。人生能有几个十年？？

T.T一想到就不由自己的。。

leos~!roar!!

~beloved Leo James Wan Kai Khor~

went to the funeral just now..

many ppl there..

tried not to cry when saw stanley,zhi yu,victor n other cry but..

is hurt~im thinking...what would be the scene that came out from his mind when he knew he'll never come back to this world?

as im thinking my tears drop

although he's not my best friend but the feeling came out so directly from my heart

not dare to see him at first until the time im going home..

i know my tears sure will drop uncontrolly

then i broke down when i saw his face...

he's sleeping there without any senses and movement....

he's gone.....really can't accept the facts

everythings recalled back

the 1st time we met in cititel..he's was the high post of clhs leo club n we'r the new member of cdk leos..he is quite talkative talk non-stop around us...frog jess n i was hang-ing there..

at night we still got out for supper with lion..

it's sweet memory although we got scold by our past president

sometimes i felt he's quite irritating because he was interested with one of our friend..

sms us to get more information about the girl~well as his named'chi ko'

haha~but after that his best friend told me that actually he's a good guy

he's caring n like to take care of ppl,although his relation with his family is not that good but he still can live for his own...he's strong and brave~

the fresh memories in my mind..

last year leo installation,im the mc of the ceremony..

i went up to the place where his club seated to ask for something

he saw me walking toward them he straight away stand up n shaked hand with me..

he praised me as im brave to host the big project and we chat for a short while~

is all become the history of ours...

he's gone..never come back d~

im kinda regret because i didn't call him when i saw him at gurney..

it was the last ime i met him....n no next time d~

T.TT.TT.TT.TT.TT.TT.TT.TT.TT.TT

i hope every one of us can live happily

don't leave us here then go to the place that they went n won't come back anymore..
pls don't do so..

i hope u'r here to' tarki' wif us

there got something stucking my heart
felt sad felt uncomfortable
i don't know what should i do to make it feel better...
i couldn't accept the tragedy
i can't make myself to not to think about it..
although we'r not best best friend
but it doesn't mean there got no caring between us
haiz..i hope every one of us can be tough tonight..
don't cry...don't cry.....keep telling me
please forgive me if im the first one....