faye

USS

2011-06-06T21:45:00.002+08:00

hey guys~

i'm back~!!yuhhooo~~~~

hahahha sorry for didn't update for so long...

don't doubt..yes!!it's because im too lazy to update!!

hahahahahahha

i just have my holiday in singapore~

UNIVERSAL STUDIO!!!!!

my god..its fun..guys!u can't miss up@@

WE MUST GO ON OUR NEXT TRIP!!!!!!!!!

the roller coaster there is omgly fun!

i hope that i can play play play n play if there is no queue =.=

so down...because i just played for once...

the ''Mummy'' is freaking cool~!

WOW

i couldn't explain my feeling toward USS

god...i really hope that i can be there once again~

times...

2011-02-01T00:21:00.003+08:00

还需要多少的时间才可以让我们回到这个时候？

还需要什么理由让我们还能那么开心？

还需要什么人来填补这些空洞？？

i miss u all badly n how desperate i wanna hang out n sitting down to have a chat ?

i wonder is that any ''gaps'' between all of us?

*devil...can u please leave us alone..

we need our own space...T.T

不知道不懂不了解

2010-12-23T17:29:00.003+08:00

人家都说：找个爱自己多过自己爱的人
我。。算找到了吧？
他做的每件事情都会想到我，顾虑到我，
但我呢？
我都向往自由，往往都忘了还有一个人在等我讯息，
还有一个人在担心我。。
奥尔想起就发一封简讯告诉他我在干吗，
一时忘记就会一直忙着自己的事情。。
问题来了。。。。
因为他的爱，因为他的太过在乎让他对我感到失望，
对我感到很负担。。就连讯息和来电都变负担？哈哈哈哈~
我没有资格要他因为我而改变，
要他依我而改变自己，我也没有想要的意思。。
从一开始的冷淡慢慢的在改变自己。。我相信你也感觉到的。。
但，只要让我看到‘改变’的字眼却让我觉得很累。。
不是每个人都能改变自己。。三岁定八十
我，没说不要改。。或许慢得让你看不见或让你不耐烦而造成困扰。。
我不懂应该要怎么办？可以继续逃避问题吗？
分分合合的日子还能维持多久？
我们自己也不知道或许逃避可以多耐那一下下。。
我不懂。。或许我一点都不值得被爱
从一开始就注定被甩，敏。。或许你说的对
我前世被诅咒过。。注定不被看好。。
脱离三角恋后却得围绕着自己的问题而烦恼
我输给自己，输给学业，就连爱情也一样
我到底怎么了？唉。。不要问我为什么
因为答案会是‘对不起，我不知道’
。。曾几何时逃避变成了我生活的一部分？。。。

gurney drive

2010-12-03T02:11:00.000+08:00

我喜欢就这样静静坐下来聊天。。
不管再多的时间让我们相处，
总比不过那一段短短的时间好~
好几次碰到心里想说的那些话。。。我竟然忍不住想落泪。。
你知道吗。。
这3年里，这段时间是我最想要紧紧捉住的时间
或许你会觉得我很不安全，或像你说她的那样‘恐怖’
但。。我确实没有。
你不用担心也不用想太多我应该很快会忘掉的~
告诉你那些不是让你察觉为什么我们伤心难过半夜不会第一个找你，
也不是因为我要你可怜我什么。。
只是有些话要说出来才不会那么辛苦。。
更何况我们很有时间嘛 > <
你知道吗。。不管是你说过什么或送过什么，
它们的意义永远比不上你的那个拥抱
一个彻底的拥抱或许对你来说并不是什么，
但对我来说却是有着不同的意义不管怎样，
昨晚的那一小时多是我们认识了那么久最好的约会~
哈哈哈哈哈哈

2010-11-24T21:24:00.000+08:00

sorry

2010-11-22T02:02:00.002+08:00

len..
i know i treat u badly nowadays..
sorry to let u emo n thinking those sai sai 's problem
almost everyday n everynight..
im really really tired in thinking too..
but i wonder...what's the point to think those stupid things~
im MAD perhaps~
siao liao..
i don't know what am i doing..
i should appreciate everything i have now..
but..i didn't..
i know u treat me super very good d..but..
i don't even treat u better than last time.
how useless i am..
i know u don't like me to apologize ..but anything i can do besides than this?
sorry sorry sorry..
pls forgive me T.T
dun change firm 1st..

i miss u~

2010-11-22T01:42:00.003+08:00

dean...faster come bec n sing this for me please..i miss u so much T.T

at very moment

2010-11-16T19:13:00.002+08:00

1st of all..i would like to thanks MR lenny khoo for prepare all this for me..

2nd..i wanna thx to my sis who pakat-ed

WITH somebody for giving me a surprise

but but but......

sorry for didn't cry lo~~wahahhahaa

oh owh...lose d ><> <

hmm..

somebody asked me to gave him my file yesterday

n i thought he's going to give me card or love letter only..

hahhahahahahhaha

it is totally out of my estimate lur ~

he gave me a 'card' before i went home,

inside got DA VINCI CODE!!!!!

my god...im really really tired when i saw all the calculation

manatao..someone emo n keep called me to complete it.

ok lur~

[please look under yr bed]

the answer was kept under my bed ><

the ONG so good to pakat with him to kept secret for almost 2 weeks!!

she's so omg-ly scare me hahahha

i never know that she's so geng in lying!!

dot dot dot

i think it should be a memoriable '1st' in 2010 perhaps??

don't be too happy when u see this article ok?

i will still sleep very early later..sleeping debt-ing ><

hahahahahahahh

okie~whatever...

the answer u wan at very moment is YES

逃避

2010-11-03T09:12:00.002+08:00

只要讲起‘爱情’很多人都会好不犹豫的说：
“找个爱自己多过自己爱的人吧。那什么事都不必烦了”
我。。从来没想过自己会遇见一个这样的人。。。
爱自己的肯定是他，但自己爱的却是[不知道]
不懂曾几何时开始，学会那么厉害逃避，
不管圆的长的丑的美的答案只有一个。。‘不知道’。。
对我太好无形中产生了不对的压力，让我觉得对不起你。。
这种好真的不简单。。它远远超出‘爱你’这两个字~
爱一人没有错，对一个自己爱的人更没有错，
但为什么在我的立场却变得贬义？
你好无辜哦。。><爱到一个不值得爱的人。。。
你一定会很埋怨。。为什么大家可以为自己觉得值得的人改变而我就不可以，
为什么人家可以经历那么多困难，只是为了在一起，我也不能
为什么人家可以不顾一切的维护自己的感情我却做不到。。
为什么人家可以不顾家里反对死了都要爱。。我却不能自私点？
我。。真的真的和抱歉。。我不甘愿就这样放手，
却也不甘愿让你再付出什么。。
不要在傻傻为我付出为我等了。。。
我真的觉得自己不值得拥有这一切~
我更不想再一起了又让你一个人在为这段感情努力，
感觉前面的路还很长。。路障也可能一次比一次多
算我胆小算我失败算我不好吧。。
我真的不敢再做出什么决定了~
我不想一次又一次的给你希望又带走它。。
我觉得自己超没有责任感，自己也觉得对不起自己。。
我何得何能得到你的爱？

决定

2010-11-01T13:15:00.004+08:00

11月1日，
我做了一个自己觉得还蛮重要的决定。。
对不起。。我知道再多的理由也无法说服你去接受，
但我真的不懂应该要怎样才是对大家都好的决定。。
我明白不能当朋友的原因，更明白你不会原谅我的原因。。。
。。做回你自己吧。即使让你讨厌我也没关系的
这是我自己造成的，我有必要自己去接受
分担不了你的事我很抱歉，还造成那么多不必要的问题，
除了对不起，应该还是对不起吧？
生日快乐，老油鬼鬼，四人行。。。
时间会冲淡一切不是吗？
或许跟着感觉会有错的那一次两次，但不是每次都是这样的。。
明明知道那种感觉不好受但我却选择这决定。。哈~
觉得自己很可笑XD
不要再傻傻下去了。。我觉得自己不值得被这样对待
难道就不能讨厌我吗？
不知道不知道不知道

对不起

2010-10-24T22:25:00.002+08:00

又是做选择！！
唉。。讨厌做选择~！
不懂为什么每次做选择时就是那么犹豫不决。。
难道就不能果断一点吗。。
笨蛋！笨蛋！笨蛋！！！！！
我真的越来越讨厌你了！
死鬼王丽菲。。
sigh~~
我真的不懂自己在干嘛啦。。。
给我时间适应我自己可以吗？
我感觉自己还活在以前的世界里=.=
怎么办？7老8十了还改不了。。。
请大家不要对我好。。不管是谁，任何一个人。。
请。。不要对我好
即使是。。也偷偷就好XD
没什么。。我只是过不了自己的这一关，
时间会冲淡一切，更会证明一切~
内疚。。感觉活过来的十八年都在对不起很多人，
妈妈，我不是故意的。。
我很想跟你说我爱你，但却没有这份勇气
原谅我ok？
我知道这世界上的人怎么看不起我，怎么歧视我都好，
只要有你的地方就会使最幸福的地方。。
妈妈知道我有挨夜读书，怕我胃痛特地买了glucose放着。。
T.T世上只有妈妈好~有妈的孩子也知道。。
只是她没有勇气说到。。心里偷偷藏~
妈。。我会努力读书的。。
虽然每次的成绩都不如所愿，但我一定我尽力的！
不想再辜负你，辜负对我好的每一个人。。
对不起~~
唉。。又感触起来了T.T

so called BFF~

2010-10-17T23:14:00.004+08:00

friends..
i know sometimes we cant change the reality..
but..why not we stay happily for everything n anything?
there must be a fluactuation in our life..
so...be optimistic for all everything~
i got not right to teach u all but just giving u some opinion..
i do very sad because of my life...but what can i do?
do nothing n cried everyday for what??
no one can help me..n i think they don't know how to help me too?
everything must be gone through ourselves,then baru u tao apa nak buat..
so....cry as loud as u can, to make yrself relieve n be happy after that.
don't think that no one care about u..
we do!!as u'r our friend n we know everyone need someone to be with us when we really down..
please think of me when u need someone to be with u ><

p/s:at 1st very touch d?but last sentence make u lost of the confidence?
hahaha jkjk~~ just wanna tell u all...we are always friend.!!BFF~

love

2010-10-04T20:55:00.003+08:00

thanks dean for the card~

i cried again when i c this T.T

hate chu

thanks yii ><

i love the flower very much~serious eh ...

hahahaahahXDXD

the sweetest n memoriable 0210 in my life~

2010-10-03T22:13:00.004+08:00

thx god for giving me so many friend,best friends,n also buddies
thx for everything n anything u all had done for meT.T
si gui dean!!
I DON'T ASPECT TO GET CHEATED FROM odelia ooi FOR TWICE IN A DAY!!!!!
si gui si gui si gui!!make me cry in front of everyone =.=
so sia sui u know~~!!
haih...she's not pro in cheating but...i wonder when i become so stupid..
gong gong ho lu pian~~
but anyway..DEAN...I LOVE U SO MUCH~
thx for being a part of my life..
thx for giving me such a perfect birthday celebration
thx for listened to me n forgiving me..
thx for everything u did for me =)
i'll always remind myself that..odelia ooi is my best buddy n i love her so much <3>
i'll not have such unforgetable birthday without her perhaps??

JOMYFLYN + XOM:
thx for forgived me for what i've did..
i really can't believe myself when i saw u all ~
thx for hiding in the toilet n singing the bufday song for me..T.T
the moment i see u all..i was really shocked n slowly all the things recall back~
and i felt so touch n sad on that time..sorry for crying with the yong sui face..
i was just cant believe all of this..THANK YOU :')
I LOVE U ALL n i know that we will always be together no matter how right ??
thx for the cakess n also the flowers~
*7dwarf , bitch..n also apple??XDXD

rover crew:
thanks to the organizing comittee to pakat with them
thanks for giving me such a surprise..n i wanna apologize to whatever i did wrongly in rovers
n also thank you for the bufday songXD

last but not least...
i wanna thanks dean momo karyang yeewuan pq june lenny jiarong woeishuoh raro n mingyang
thanks for spending almost whole day with me n have fun together~
although we'r just eat eat eat but i like the feeling when we making jokes with each other,eating n playing~n also kong sim su together..
happy tiok ho right ??hope we can have more gathering like this~~
thanks june n lenny for the choco,,thanks pq for the 'sexy' wear ><

朋友们，我的生命因你们而精彩。。
除了谢谢还是谢谢T.T没有你们我也不会有那么美好的两个生日。。
谢谢~！！！！！我爱你<3>

我的朋友。。。

2010-09-25T22:57:00.002+08:00

每次，一想到blog。。就会有很多很多心情想诉说，
但。。有些话说了变多余，变得没必要。。
这几天感觉又发生了很多事。。
我不懂我一直以来想的事情有没有错，他也没说，
只是说了一些出乎我预料的事情。。
朋友~well。。。听了就算了吧
打从那一次开始我开始学会想，学会如何放纵自己。。
多说多想，只会一错再错。
如果想说‘改变’我觉得自己变得不少，
别说好的坏的，有心当朋友的一眼就感觉得出，看得到。。
没有任何事情比自己的心情感觉来得重要了。。
我要你不再多想，常站别人的立场替人想，
朋友是自己选的，是好是坏要会分
虽然你对人家好，但人家未必当你是朋友？
对不起。。我知道再多的对不起也弥补不了曾经的一切。。
但，我只想要告诉你，你永远是我的好朋友
无论发生什么事我都不刻意去理会并不代表我不在乎，
你说我们是好朋友，我不是无动于衷只是放在心里自己保藏，
你常说我每次冷眼于对，我只是不想每次看着你跟别人好时自己才不知所措，
我知道你不喜欢‘吃醋’，我知道。。所以每次‘就这样咯’。。
不是我对世事都不在乎而是我要对世事都冷漠，
我知道自己经不起，我就要自己不去经历
我努力改变自己，只是想让自己好过一点。。
什么都不同了，大家都长大了。。要为自己走着应该走的路，
长大了，不要再像小孩那样了。。我们要坚强。。
要相信自己，相信时间。。
朋友。。我愿意做你一辈子的家人T.T

tragedy

2010-08-20T21:56:00.001+08:00

can u imagine this??everything just happen in front of u n u need to solve all the problems on that time?felt so scary...haih..

恋爱通告

2010-08-16T20:02:00.001+08:00

wait me ok??
i gonna learn this when im free hahahaha
promised not to online so often..
so...meet me during weekend or hoilday ba ><
erm...btw...feel free to date me for lian ai tong gao leh~~hahahahz

i love u

2010-08-15T23:00:00.001+08:00

buddy!dun u ever forget me!!! muahhs~

happy bufday :)

2010-08-15T22:19:00.002+08:00

our stud stud yang birthday last wednesday @11aug
i planned to give her a surprise on that day,
asked her to acc me for baskin robbins but she said'no,i wan study my mm'
kek si wa!!!this ky diao di..
but june helped me to persuade her n finally she said yes.
hmm..asked dean,momo n lenny to go but all also can't..
=.=so sui...dean always yee wuan yee wuan sometimes really angry with her.
she lied!!!hng...odelia ooi u know what u did XD
anyway..i drived on that day fetch ky for the 1st time with own car(i mean not using her car)
erm..reached little cottage around 1330..oppss~
damn sorry to june >3 person celebrated bufday on that day in little cottage,
[happy birthday] were played n played n 3 of us syok sendiri sang for ky n enjoyed ourselves:)
hhaha we planned to go BR with pinksss but..we were full on that time..
so planned to go somewhere else to do revison or have a walk
then i decided to go beach~hahaha yaya AGAIN
after a while,we went to meet ode,yee wuan n junfong at my house
..this is the 1st time i let guy to step into my house's main door~~
n junfong was the one...
ode.mo.ahkeat.cheeyang n i went out last night for some sports n bought a gown for yang2
haha~i hope she will like it :)
i wan her be the most preety in the prom,not to feel sad or zhi bei..
THIS IS ALL BCZ she's MY BUDDY
i want her to be happy on her birthday BUT NOT DISSAPOINTED
sometimes we might have our own opinion n some conflict...
but seriously..i doesn't mean to quarrel or shout at each other.
sorry to what i've did n pls forgive me for my bad tempered
i know when someone said 'u changed a lot' (bad)
means the one who talked is changing too..so i hold my words everytime i felt so..
i asked myself,is it her fault or mine?she changed or i changed?
but..i cant even answer myself when i asked this..so..
i keep silent.u might said i changed.
i accepted n i wanna improve myself
ah keat always said im bad tempered,wan me to change my attitude n alot..
i promised u all that i will do so, n i hope u all to give me some times..
i wan myself to be a better one,so give me the opportunity n let me feel that u all was here to be with me
i need u all for everythings....
actually i enjoyed what i have now.
although some of the buddies not around but at least all of us will THINK OF EACH OTHER when we miss either one :')
sorry thank you i love you

random

2010-08-11T10:33:00.002+08:00

自从上了form6 就只会每天online facebook facebook。。
每天交际交际=.=
厉害料吗。。。chemistry 竟然failed。。？？
gosh~
有点不能接受但又已经知道肯定fail料。。
唉。。我可以像以前那样吗，没有常读书也至少会要读书T.T
想念gan gan hwang还有pn choo感觉他们真的push我们到很尽力~
哈哈。。还是一句，自己懒惰是无药可救的。。
在mbs，可能因为是男女同校有很多时候我们都有特先全，
但也因为是男女校，也有很多看不顺眼的事情。。
不懂。。可能太会‘想’了~~
hmm。。以前参加大型camp都会很羡慕人家，
没想到n年后竟然是committe之一。。
还真的很压力，不进行的不顺利，怕不合作，怕下雨，怕这个那个的。。
连睡觉都梦到在meeting=.=
生日要到了咯~~
要在家里做生日会？出去吃？去哪里玩？。。
很久都没有gathering了~~~

rovers

2010-07-23T23:32:00.002+08:00

this is the best activity i've joined in my 18 years~

rover's had trained me a lot..

i knew how to build up the gadjet,cook in bamboo known as backwood,cut or make cups,spoons and forks with bamboos...cook nice food without stove n gas~

n so on...

hahhahaha

seriously...we learned a lot of things in 17,18th july 2010

n suddenly i felt that im already grow old><

hahhaha i mean we already mature n no longer the ginna ginna d.

from the begining, everyone got an aim. WE WANT TO WIN THE BEST OVERALL.

ya...everyone said that patrol 3 n 5 will be the most competative

n i started scare.as our patrol didn't do anything n just lengan lengan when other groups were busy with their stuff

even the performance also need to wait until last day last minute d only got the result.

i mean a full rehersal for everyone..

n i really really shocked n shout out from my heart when they said we got the best overall ><

hahhahahah~ the most happy moment *jump with joy~~~~

i know some of them wasn't happy but..i know we all did very well in this camping

i luv u all patrol3!!!!!!

im sosososoosososososo excited for tomorrow gathering n hope to see u all tomorow...

please wear

KI SIAO

2010-07-10T20:19:00.002+08:00

today,i drive again~
thx god...im safe..
went to school for patrol meeting n blood donation,
the nurse said that my BP is low and i can't donate my blood
mum remind me that im a hot tempered and we wondering why my bp low?
hmm~i signed up the card to donate my organ when i die
n i felt that...actually mbs-ian are kind enough^^
went to my partol 'chatting'after the chek-up
we discuss something n suddenly everyone keep quite for a moment.
although we were curious about that,but nothing to do with it....
after a while,everyone gone...
we don't know where they went until they came back n told us,
SOMEBODY FALLS FROM HIGH N HE'S DEAD
at first im curious n gonna go kaypo,
i saw his body...
i thought he was died when he lied without movement...
but they said he still got pulse!!!!!!
wtf?!then why they don't wan to send him to hospital directly?!?!?!?!?!?!?
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO...
I CANT FORGET THE SCENE N IM SAD BECAUSE IM A M'SIAN!
they bermoral? shit! pegangan agama? jiak sai!!
bertanggungjawab??? MENOLAK TANGGUNGJAWAB!!!!!!!

pls be happy ~~

2010-07-06T17:51:00.002+08:00

hey..im back~!!

hmm...its seems like a lot of things happened within this few month..

our beloved yang yang is in a relationship,who is endao enough~

and the most important thing is...he's her 梦中情人

both of them can consider as 一见钟情gua XD

then our hiao-est frog is in a relationship with somebody too~

how sweet they are..

everyday meet each other in school,holding hands when no teacher around...

erm kissing?wahahahahah..opps..sorry

hahahaha...that one i don't know~~

but i seriously wish that both of the couple can be happy n sweet always.

the 'couple issue' is started begin in school....rover's head tao tia~

hahahhah

well... yang2 change a lot d...she seldom sing in front of people,but she sang when on our way to school or back from school~

the power of love>.<

n the frog went for menitik nasib...MY GOD..

so serious meh.. funny nia her.n she started to love'basketball' as the tarzan's favourite sport.

n i met jess n lili in shua shua le yesterday.best sangat this pair of couple~

sweet before work~hhahahahah

good good.everyone happy then will be fine ^.^

PLEASE WORK HARD IN

deng...good good everyone happy then ok already : )

gang's-ter

2010-06-29T23:30:00.001+08:00

when will be our next gathering? haih~~

aduih

2010-06-20T11:05:00.002+08:00

damn regret to cut my hair!!
hahahha~let times help me to keep my hair long
..need how long har? >.<\

back

2010-06-20T10:41:00.002+08:00

wow~
i came back d>.<
i passed my driving test FINALLY!!
hahaha ok.i know some of u are teasing me~
well..i get my license,that's all hahahaha^^
everyone started to study hard n having heavy load of homeworks
me?seems like so lengan T.T they freak me out~~
im wondering,it's my mum always think of this n that when she having me in her ovary
why i like to think all that wu eh bo eh..
hahaha~sometimes its really really tired me..
=.= deng~~
hmm..don't know why i started love my piano
keep on play n play this few days.a little bit sot sot~
heheheh i hope i can play it in front of everyone one day later,
will it seems like a bit difficult?>.<
ok..stop~
btw.. HAPPY FATHER'S DAY n HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MUM : 3

:'(

2010-05-30T09:48:00.008+08:00

i was so so so tired because i cried for too long d :/
before sleep,i wear my knee guard ,
im afraid to have the crack for 2nd time in one day~
but it is so uncomfortable :(
keep on awake and cant sleep well for the whole night..
pity
wake up early in the morning before 8am n suddenly felt that it's hard to move my leg
omg!DAMN!!!
swollen!!like ang ku T.T
i don't know it swollen caused by the crack or tighness of the knee pad
my goodnees..i think i really have to skip monday class to consult doctor d~
but im scare for the answer which will give by the doctor
i don't want all that painness,i scare of that.
i don't like the feeling when step into the room which is full of white mosaic
don't like the smells of medicine and the knife n needle T.T
it's scary

i don't want to become cacat

2010-05-29T14:03:00.004+08:00

my knee injured again~
i was cried in the toilet about 1 hour + because i can't even stand up after i fell down..
haih~wondering when will it happen again..
im SCARE
at 1st i thought i carry the heavy vaccum cleaner and cause my back pain
but after i fell down, i realised that was a symptom before the knee crack
it just like what had happened last 3 years..
i cant forget how the painness once i think of the scene
im only 17+ and this will follow me for another N years
it is so suffering.what im going to do the next?
should i go to consult doctor next week or wait for 1 more week until holiday?
i scare the doctor ask me to operate,as he told me before,
if my knee doesn't recover or become worst he might encourage me to operate
then i need to rest for half year only can step on the stairs and 2/3years to play sport
this will kill me as well~half year cannot use stairs!!!
scare...
*my body become a stupid S shape when i walk!!!cant even stand properly
shui r...

lost

2010-05-28T10:55:00.002+08:00

received the letter from jabatan pelajaran yesterday.
omg!...'tidak lulus dan dikekalkan di sekolah sekarang'
so unbelievable..because everyone said once u apply to transfer then u will get the approval if yr reason is strong enough to support u..
but even jp they all wrote 'rumah berdekatan' also they don't approve it
CRAZY one.the most stupid one is those who wish to change stream cannot make it
they have to stay in science stream for 1.1/2 years.
what's the problem actually?i think mbs-ian have to stay in our own class n school ,
what is the purpose to 'keep' all of us?
siao eh...
haih...im a little bit lost now..
ky n i already prepare for the worst d.if we get tak lulus then we will stay in mbs as well
but then i got another thought now.i wish to change stream~hahahaz..
i really scare i can't get good result,seriously 4as is tough for me T.T
but....haih~i wanna crazy d..

MBS form6's

2010-05-13T18:22:00.003+08:00

WE'R SEXY n ADORABLE~

hahahaha >.<

*FRIENDSHIP* = *LOVE*

don't envy

yoo~paiseh lo ....hahaha

♥JOMYFLYN♥friendss♥XOM

2010-05-12T22:46:00.004+08:00

friends~

i love jess

i love momo

i love smei

i love frog

i love shiling

i love yii

i love xiang

i love dean

i love siewsiew

last but now least..i love myself

may be there got a lot of things been happened between us,

but everyone of us care each other.

there got something inside our heart,

it will not n never been forgotten.

it's our loves.n also the friendship...

we had pillow talk,story sharing,love story,

gossip,take photoSS,play,singing,made a lot of funs,swim,

eat,sleep,cry,changing cloth,brush teeth,

even pangsai also must pang together~

there must be a bond between us,

i hope we will bonded forever n stay together in what ever situation

may be we gotta leave some days,

but the heart of our will never change.

if there got any new friends,they will never BEST than u all.

they don't know us much as u all,

they can't share everything as u all

they can't even solve the problem as jomyflyn+xom
it's our SWEET MEMORIES forever.

how good if we can speak out the words on our next gathering

''I LOVE U''

guys,can i hug u when our next meeting?

randomly~

2010-05-10T23:29:00.005+08:00

some photos captured last few days~

hmm..went to the 1st orientation on 10may 2010,today..

it's really really bored + sleepy

the teacher n the pricipal were keep on talked about mbs'history..

omg!i hate that..

and the 2nd things that i dislike was the ''COLORS'' around us n also the SMELLS

damn it!!!!!actually im quite racist.especially to those black guys!!!

yuckkks! *hate

haih..i wanna go clhs for form6..but my result sucks..

they sure don't wan me..instead of those 10 as student

T.T worry~~

bufday party~

2010-05-10T16:44:00.000+08:00

救我T.T

2010-05-05T20:38:00.003+08:00

我什么都不要什么不想想，
让我好好的度过好吗？
唉。。。衰到。。。
为什么会无端端踩到不应该靠近的地方？？
不是我应该走的路。。
也不想继续走下去。。
求求上帝救救我T.T
我不想再想那么多，那么辛苦了可以吗?

last day of DG

2010-05-05T00:44:00.003+08:00

work at queensbay last weekend.
joan was there too~happy >.< hahahz...she's kind,siao,protective n is a good story teller~ whahahahaha she use to talk about T's with me.
then share of her things n story..
hmm the most attractive is the time when she called of 'frens' to gather,
then asked.. ''how u all [la ji] with yr lover couple or what ever??''
omg...it was a very very GENG question.
don't even start of the conversation with our gang's members..
she was so cool + straight.. hahhahaa...
ah lame lame was shocked with that because she's the only t among us..
but then we already used to it d..
they all keep on talked about tbS on the last 2days ~ hmm...quite interested pun >.<
OPPS!!!!
hahahhaha..
.went dinner with cindy just now,
she called ah lame lame to have movie with us tomorrow
she said''let's go movie with the pretty girl in event''
ah lame lame ans'' har?with joan r?''
omg..~heart broken..hahhahahz
so sui..although im not that pretty but...T.T
wuwuuwuwuwuw...she bo sim too..
should change!!!haih..
LENG LUI ALWAYS GOT THEIR PRIVILEGE!!

我。。开窍了。。

2010-04-28T18:28:00.003+08:00

今天，我无意中抄出以前的日记file。。

里面有很多很多的回忆。。erm。。

+ 污迹~哈哈

其实我很想对你们说谢谢。。JOMYFLYNOX

看过日记的每一张，每一页都有我们的回忆

form1 form2 form3 的日子真的很开心，但我笨。

我对不起你皇族宝贝，对不起你们，对不起我自己

我觉得那些过去真的是我的阴影。。

我一点都不想换回什么。。我觉得很‘脏’

或许真的说过头了。。我连自己也觉得很脏~

不懂~

那些纸条和回条让我很开心。。

让我想到我们曾经很好很愉快的一起度过

即使没有说出口，但每个人都放在心上。。

老实说，想起写起。。我哭了。。

朋友们。。我爱你们T.T

没有你们我不会度过那么好的每一刻

没有你们我不会长大

没有你们我更不会觉得自己错了

曾经的曾经我错了。我错得离谱错得不可理喻

对不起。。我知错了。。请给我时间改变

我把那些脏东西都烧了。。我希望自己可以重新开始

以前的一切一切都不属于我的，

以后的所有都要属于你们和我的。。

敏：对不起。。我知道我伤过你但请你相信我，不管你还当不当我时好朋友，你，你们都永远摆在第一位永远是我的好朋友

毛毛：虽然我们一起度过的比较少，但我们之间的价值不会少过任何人。以后的日子会有更多的我们和大家

楣楣：曾经的‘老公’，看到纸条我有吓到。你竟然可以陪我一起疯T.T 你说过每次你想到我webcam的猪样都会笑起来，我希望我们以后什么事都可以一起笑着

frog：谢谢你在我神经失常时做出一些怪怪+好笑的事情让我觉得我还有你。。也暂时会忘记烦恼。。认识你真是我修来的福

shling：虽然我们很少来往但我希望我们能维持像现在偶尔发简讯聊天，知道彼此的状况，关心一下对方。

仪：谢谢你那么好心的听我抱怨老听我诉苦，我知道有很多事情都是我逼你听进耳朵的。对不起，让你耳朵受罪了。。我以后会多说开心的事来补偿你的耳朵的。。对不起。。

湘：谢谢你每次帮我做工。只有你会帮我分担。。谢谢你

dean：一直以来你都是默默聆听的那一个中一到中三虽然我们都不同班，但你会常过来问我过得好吗会心情之类的事情。。中四那年我们最最多话，可能是抱着一样的心情和压力吧。。但，你远远都比我好>.<谢谢你陪我度过。。

秀秀：其实我很想跟你说对不起的。。只是死爱面子而已。。。我没有讨厌你，只是当时真的很气你那么重视那个人，没有你陪我走路回家我真的会不习惯，没有你坐在我们食堂的圈圈里，就好像少了一个round about。。几希望我们还有机会那样聚集在一起。。

其实，不止是我你们应该也忘不了一个人。。央央~
她虽然很deng，越变越废，讲话越来越奇怪但，是她一直陪我度过一切，是她被我骂了也不会怨，是她让我决定做主，是她在我需要人时都会出现。。也是她守住大家的秘密，即使多好她也不会漏口，当偶尔我想起她只是我们gang中的一个朋友时，就会让我想起我们怎么保护她不让她被ah loe和shu hwa欺负。才发现她虽然傻但我们也是很在乎她。。央，对不起。。

没有你们，我5年的生活将是空白，没有敏我就没有今天的全部，没有蛙人，yii和央我不会坚持走下去，没有xom我不会那么开心，没有meimei，shling和湘我更不知道自己要的事什么。。朋友。。对不起，请你们原谅我的过错也谢谢你们给过我的美好，我爱你们！！

april~

2010-04-26T14:42:00.002+08:00

set free~~haha ^.^
is the last week of april d ..omg omg
what i have done n what had happened?
hmm..we went singgapore until 6th then celebrated 18th with our 'ginna'
she's elder than most of us..but she looks like a ginna>.<
don't scold me hehehx
then work work work until yesterday..
actually working is fun~u can meet more friends,make fun n know more about the reality
mandy,a colleque of mine.she was borned in a rich family
but her dad bankrup last few year,then she started work n earn money for her family
she was nice but i don't like the way she telling of her love story
yerrrrrrr~never aspect someone will talk to me like this..
she said this all was experience i'll experience it soon~
erm..but then no need to tell me how to ngik ngek or what ever style gua..
DAMN GELI!!!wrong number d la...duihx =.=
stupid brayand keep call me 'da' beh tahan nia.
mimi scold him because of his [chicken backside]
wahahahaha he's too geli to call everyone 'da' here 'da' there@.@
he likes to shout of 'DA' from far..then everyone look at me because of the sharp yellow T
sia sui nia =.= when i talk to handsome he likes to stands beside..
si ah nya TIN DEI!!!!!
k stop..
i was SO SO SO SO SO THE HAPPY when momo tan called me yesterday
i was thinking when will be the next gathering for jomyflyno to meet up again~
then tu tu ho she call me from back.
oh gosh!!! kiam kiamT.T hahaha crazy leh~
511???hmm...waiting ~~

wanna know my 'weird' habit??

2010-04-24T00:29:00.003+08:00

worked at queensbay today~
insurance again~~damn sien leh..
today don't have any donut d..that't why some people not willing to help me d T.T
forget about that~haha *ignoring~
hmm..suddenly felt that quite many T in digi
all pop out one shot..kia si lang..
but the situation change d..so ma si aneh nia lo=.=
hahahaha..suddenly become so tough~aishyeh
hope i'll continue my 'journey' without looking back..
gambateh!!!!!wahahhaahah~
today i was given a very bad name from the stupid brayand@@
2nd joan..so gai..i don't like the name at all..so rude~
it's not suitable for those who are educated>.<
not praising myself but is the truth..
whatever~hahaha..
i just realised that i got a weird habit...
but it's quite shy to tell of here..just ask from me if u wanna know what's that..
wahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahah
so shy~~=.=

♥ sports!!!!

2010-04-22T23:21:00.003+08:00

went for basketball today~
hmm..BEST LO!!!
i got a long long long time didn't sweat until wet from inner to outer >.<
i like that feeling~syoknya!
don't say i bian tai please..is normal k..
to those who LOVE SPORTS ~
wao~~perasaan@.@
hhhahaz~finally i met jia bao today..
wow..is a pro badminton player as cherlyn
she's nice n cool..can mix up with her easily then chit chat around
*is my opinion la of cause
she tought im good in basketball because of my height??hhahahah
she said i have a atheletic face..omg omg!!
so paiseh...don't let her know i got nothing =.=
how best is the feeling after some exercise..
it set my mind free from all bad things n prepare for work tomorrow!!
hahahz~pity i..but something i have to change is my attitude + personality..
is a big problem for me to face everythings..
i hope i can do it well n change it in a short period!!
please .......*begging the god to help me T.T
erm~hope cherlyn like the present^.^
n thx for dropped me at home before u all going out..aligato~
enjoy the sticky n smelly smells~~
yuckss hahahhaha

一种习惯

2010-04-19T23:30:00.002+08:00

如果‘爱’是一种习惯，那又什么办法能改掉一个所谓的‘习惯’？

已经不明白更不懂自己为了什么而忘不了。。。

我知道说出来只会让你们觉得

‘都那么久了’。。就是放不下嘛。。

长到那么大，我只真正醉过2次

并不是骄傲而是痛苦。。才没必要炫耀。。

第一次是雅静的生日，说好一人2支的他玩起game来什么都忘了。。

那晚喝了快3支。。第一次有走路歪歪斜斜的 *尝试

至少喝了还会有人担心，即使被骂也是甜的。。

昨晚的派对让我有情不自禁的年头，喝了一些回来后又开始大喝。

哈哈~真谢谢阿姨的timing准拿了那么多过来。。

昨天的晚上特别长，想的事情特别多。。

其实我真的有很傻，平时都是在装聪明装厉害~

一次又一次的失败难道真的还值得一试吗？

我并没有抱着玩玩的心情啊。。

还是我并不好？让他们都那样对我？

那些习惯很难改的你们懂吗。。辛苦。。

向谁说才对？会明白？会体会吗？

还是说‘你很笨的’。。。

我也希望我可以像你们那样啊。。

可是我有机会吗？回忆，它很难被遗忘。。

更难被抹掉，但为什么却只有一个人被逼去承担？

闭上眼睛就会浮现那些因该被遗忘的东西，

谁可以教我，我该怎么做才可以真正放下+不要在去想？？

累

2010-04-18T15:25:00.006+08:00

缘分是什么？
我觉得我讨厌它，因为没有得拥有所有我讨厌
不管什么事都觉得我少了它。。
今天。。心情不好~
老实说在很不开心的时候什么事情都会变差，
觉得自己少了什么的。。。
我真的超讨厌现在的生活，
整天这样无所事事真的真的很累人。。
辛苦~累了。。。很想流泪。。
哈哈~今天应该开心才对的不是吗？
怎么了。。
有些话，到了嘴边还是说不出。。
我很累。。对不起。。
因为自己的事拖累大家。。
我该怎么办？
离不开。。也放不下。。
你知道吗。。我爱我的床，更爱我房间，
但。。现在我一定会等到很累很累了才回房睡觉，
要在眼睛快闭上的那一刻再躺下去。。
不想要提醒自己更不想要回到过去
我真的很辛苦T.T

happy?sad?

2010-04-16T01:17:00.003+08:00

i bought somethings today~!
n im DAMN HAPPY WITH THOSE THINGS>.<
yea~yea~i luv it..
but then she seems like having another one..
im so beh syok with that!!
hmm...jing birthday party on sat,jerry hotel stay on sat,
leo idol on sunday,jess birthday also~~
haiz....all crash....BORING~
choosing??hmm...i need not to do so..
my dad help me to choose d..
no need to attend all activity!!
oh!!i HATE that!!seriously......
so mo yan..
im not the type of ppl who can stay quitely at home
haiz..so im the one who always quarrel with my parents
because my dad was so strict to us
pity i..

hate giant~

2010-04-15T01:09:00.003+08:00

work in giant today~
damn sad u know...
i missed up sushi king qith frog,dean n mo..
n giant got no customers+no delicious foods T.T
sien ka beh hiao kong =.=
im so sorry to [all best],mayb i too'dai sui' d...
don't have any lines today =.= too bad...haiz~
hmm..i ate 2 set of sandwiches n a bread in a day
ba bao bin...quite fat..but bo huat...giant's food court is so XXXX
thx uncle ada,kyang n uncle khoo's phone call~
u all make me awake~hahahahz
especially ada..you de mei de..kek si wa>.ngai till 10pm..finally can go home d~yea yea
uncle bought durianSS for me~~omg omg!!excited!!
i was so so so so so so nuin today..
mayb it was late night d + didnt eat proper meals
hmm...amnuaychai told me his dad died last night..
im quite shocked with that then after the explaination..
i just can say..everyone will leave this world one day...
it just depends on the toughness to the patient n luck of the people
so...don't think too much d la..kua kui liao la~
hahahz..sorry..
suddenly think of a song....

60 EARTH hoURSS

2010-04-13T01:04:00.000+08:00

i ♥ caramel >.< *collection hahahaz

2010-04-12T23:20:00.010+08:00

I LOVE CAREMEL~!!

p/S :thx pei san who put alot of caremal on top of my coffee

n 1 miss u so much >.<

i dunno what to do la!!

2010-04-12T00:23:00.002+08:00

other is'' good good good night'' but im in a ''bad bad day!''
damn shit!!!so so so the angry!
at 1st i told my mum im going to meet my ns friend at queens,
then i asked kyang to accompany me..
she promised to go with me but she late..
as she take car,go petrol station then only come to pick me up~
im so so so suprised when she said she pick me up BY CAR
i just go out with her after take all my things
a lot of cars horn us due to the slowerness of the car n she started panic aftet the horn
hmm..serioulsy im just shocked with the horning but im ok after that..
but the drvier NOT THAT OK..she ate the MCD mcflurry with her 'shaking hands'
*laughing..she still recall back all those scene
n finally she rush to the toilet =.=
after meet up,have lunch n take photos with them..
we DEPARTURE again..is slightly better than the 1st time d..
frog pick me up then we go gurney to see JJ LIM!!
after chit chating,she drop me at home as usual
is around 9.15pm
once i stepped in my house,my dad called me
after u bathed then go to their room
he scold me!!he said i went out for 9 hours!
too long d!!what im doing outside *out of his vision
stupid!!
what u aspect me to do??my brain containing shit but im not that shit to do all those shit things ok?!
please la.....please use a proper way to communicate to everyone
not everyone can accept the way u use n u like..
everyone got their own rights!
haiz..although i catched what he going to tell me but i will not look down when he quarrel with me..
im really really angry!!

http://www.kwongwah.com.my/news/2010/04/09/22.html

2010-04-09T21:40:00.003+08:00

think of her again..
haiz~
ah du...
why u wanna do so?
why u wanna commit suicide??
some more the reason is "love"
.......i planned to go pc fair within this few day,
meet ep n midpoint promoter..
wanna ask them whether j.co donut nice or not..
wanna call me dar or not..
but i don't have the chance to ask ah du d T.T
when i saw her photo in the newspaper..
my tears dropped..
how can a people do so without considering everything..
she's bleeding.... :(

永远的阿杜

2010-04-09T02:49:00.003+08:00

敏在我熟睡中来了一通电话，
问我阿杜是不是姓‘杜’
那时真的很stim只说了不知道，
挂了电话看到有封简讯，蛙人问我有没有看报纸。。
放了电话心有很不舒服。。
翻来翻去的我有很不详的预感。。睡不着了
上网check online 报纸。。。。
果然让我看到我不想看到的新闻
你知道吗。。第一页没有出现熟悉的名或脸孔让我紧了一下，
应该不是什么事了。。
结果第二页就是‘中性女子与亲密女友吵架坠楼’
T.T 读完文章后看到阿杜的照片。。
我一直在想爱情真的有那么厉害吗？
它真的可以让你因为一个人的感情而自私的不顾别人的感受吗？
我刚才还跟朋友聊开他们的话题，
预料会在pc fair碰见他们还可以聊几句。。。
只是没想到那一次聊天竟然是我们最后一次说话了。。
阿杜。。你拿来的勇气去跳楼？你怎么那么不怕死？？
感觉很痛吗？还是心痛了没有地方人让你疗伤。。
我这次有很不后悔因为交了你这个朋友
donut好吃吗？。。我还真的不后悔拿donut的coupon给你
哈哈~凡是都有解决的路啊。。怎么那么傻？
以后工作看不到你会不会让我一直想起？。。。
你怎么可以那么勇敢。。。
你才21岁干嘛要这样放弃自己？值得吗？
我。。。也想看看让你那么多愁善感的女生是谁。。
不懂是不是我带衰运给你，让一个个朋友就这样走了
这一年里，你已经死第3个了。。
朋友们：
请不要轻易的说要离开，也不要轻易的放弃自己
讨厌我没关系不想看到我也没关系，
大不了就闪远一点让你看不到就好
请不要离开。。。。

ouR tRIp~~

2010-04-08T12:32:00.005+08:00

hey yoyo yoyoyo~
im back from s'pore!!
gosh..
this is thE FIRST TIME i travel with my friend=.=
gosh i luv KG.EUNOS,aunty mon's house
it's really really syok in that house
how good if i can stay with them >.<
DREAMING
but then im quite tired with the stairs..
*sick of my house stairs case d hahah
hmm..i was miss up 3days time mixing with them
1st 2nd n 3rd day shopped n played
4th day when aunty saloon then
5th acc my uncle n aunty..although they bought something for me but im juz..hmm
sorry..but after think properly..i luv them!!hahahha
6th back to the saloon to dye my hair n treatment
then keep called them..wanna meet them but they forgot to bring phone~
haiz..forget it..then went SimLimTower at night to ''decorate'' my lappy>.<
wahahahaha happy happy~
this is the 1st time i own a laptop
skin,screen protector+auto fan..
the last day of our trip
woke up early in the morning, keep all my things n prepare to go airport
went kg.eunos to fetch American Next TOP MODELS
then shopped again~hahahahah
changi airport..wow..terminal is so the big
but unfortunately i got no enough money d
just bought some choco n a CROCS hp case
my god..it only cost $10 if convert to RM also not that expensive..
it's around RM25 but not more than RM30
but M'sia sell around RM45..
THEY EARN SO MUCHHHHHHHH!!
reach home sleep=.=

旧病复发

2010-04-04T22:08:00.003+08:00

今天跟阿姨去逛街，
uncle买了一双nike保鞋给我。。
天~$179 耶！！
我怎么一点也不开心？？
唉。。没心情~~
是我自己作贱自己。。
STUPID!!!!
我真的不知道自己在做什么更不懂自己想要什么。。
讨厌！也很恨自己 T.T
我需要一个心理医生。。
严重病了。。。

2010-03-23T16:10:00.002+08:00

我只是一个很好用的代替品

用己则取，弃己则丢

救救我T.T

2010-03-20T10:11:00.002+08:00

说我人生没目标也好，我没前途也好。。
之前在挣扎要读SAM ALEVEL还是FORM6好，
妈说既然都差不多一样干吗不选中6？至少可以剩12k
想想，也对啦。。
但爸爸说既然读一样的东西那干吗不选择快一点的路呢？
说了算~他给妈RM400说去报名SAM先
我就觉得自己超没有主见的去了。。
*因为心里学需要SAM做foundation
缴学费的5天内要给第一期的学费，要不然没有课本拿。。
昨天就跟爸要了支票，
他才说你的第一期就要了6千，姐姐的每一期才拿3千而已。。
我有顿时傻了一下，接不下去。。
虽然拿了支票但我还是没有勇气去交，更不用说课本了。。
我其实自己也不同要怎么办才好，
因为第一年（SAM）不可以拿任何scholarship 或loan
接下来3年degree 才可以拿。。。
在想我才第一次开口要学费就得到这样的回应，
那我接下来的3年，7次我还会听到什么？？
现在处于要死不死的状态超不自在的。。不想每一次要钱就有压力。。
如果读书时一直想到这个问题我岂不是压力大到极点？
爸还跟妈说‘我每天起床后一定要放RM50进扑满才我丽玲和丽菲读书’
这句话里面有什么我不清楚。。
也不想知道。。因为那是他们的压力，更是我们的压力
虽然口说让我们自己决定自己的事情但往往要钱的时候妈妈就是可怜的那一个。。
支票现在在我手上但我却不同要怎么办才好。。
姐姐说，既然我选择医科的路应该选择中6至少剩下一笔钱以后可以用
而且等到上本地大学也不会用到那么多钱。。。
4年100千不是一个小数目
老爸也并非什么有钱人。。
我是不是真的应该撕掉支票去读form6？
最多花掉那报名费RM400再剩下那几百千？？

DISTED！

2010-03-18T14:19:00.006+08:00

今天是我第一天上college的日子。。
原本是多么期待每一堂课，每一个老师的
结果~！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！
换时间怎么不跟人说！！
最最期待的就是psychology，哪里知道第一天就超级的不爽
时间表的时间是1pm-2pm
我走到那个班，ada还问我为什么去他的班，
奇怪。。去问老师。。WTH！！
我很想知道我要怎样才能知道我真正的时间表
真是的那张不像时间表的时间表可以拿去擦屁股了！！
我又不是自己驾车喔，还要被妈妈骂！气死人
希望明天接下去的日子可以安稳一些，
老师们也没必要选这种时间去上课。
生气罢了

工作篇

2010-03-07T23:50:00.003+08:00

这几天到queensbay做digi road show，
hmm。。这是我生平第一次去一个什么人都不认识的road show
有一点点挑战pun 咯。。
但还好，以我这种没讲话就会死掉的样子过了一阵就能跟他们聊了。。
第一天算ok，第二天不ok，第三天。。我的妈~~~
其实我们就是最可怜的中间人，
走到哪里都会有人装好探消息=.=
何必呢。。不明白。。
一个一点经验都没有难道就不能装傻一下吗？
一个就是老姜，让一点点也成问题。。
搞不懂他们的恩怨~~
mp 的人超爱放‘nobody’的歌。。
唉。。回忆过去痛苦的相思忘不了~~
ahem。。又装起犹豫>.<
3天当中开心认识amnoychai 和louie 至少有他们在我没那么孤单，
而且。。他们也教会我男生的‘看得开’因为一些冲突其实我真的很不开心虽然他们也中骂但他们却是安慰我的人。。他们简直当我是小孩=.=不可理喻！！哈哈
然后就是ab的promoter们。。他们虽然都是新人但却真的是用心去招生意的，努力~
mp的人都是老羊。。top sale的dealer口才真的是你无可想象的yeng。。
最后一个就是少不了的BRAyen *bryan
他算是一个蛮可爱的男生，完完全全具有女生的的特性
不是因为他妖而是他[[美]]~！！
天。。曾经还有人以为他是女生。。
“阿nya，chiam mui sakai sushi an zhua ki？？”爆笑！
他超疯的。。讲话时少不了那怪怪的笑声
而且笑点又低，笑话又geng。。真的顶不顺他。。
。。。
唯一最不好的事，我不想像他们那样进入社会后变成mutation的人~

p/s：谢谢louie的一句话。。他们即使多么厉害在这圈子里生活，厉害的10年经验。。但他却是浪费10年，却在生命里一点贡献都没有的失败者。。

冰

2010-03-03T14:47:00.003+08:00

今天一早被央央吵醒，
说什么一起去吃早餐。。
难得她off半天就答应了
因为昨晚失眠那么早起床难免会有点难度~
结果！！
[约]我吃早餐的人坐着[看]我吃=.=
她真的是名副其实的外星人。。
像往常一样吃饱了就坐着聊天，
聊着聊着自己的坏习惯突然‘现身’了
很顺手的拿起央央杯里的冰一口一口的在吃。。。。
天~！
怎么会是我。。之前都戒了，怎么突然会重犯？？
难怪这几天喉咙痛痛的。。
唉~没人阻止我吃冰反而觉得有点不自在~
哈哈。。通常在拿起冰的那一刻都会有股杀气冲着手去。。
现在呢？自己打自己算了~~
吃饱回家到三楼聊天。。
那里可算是一个很有回忆的地方~感触。。
聊着聊着。。我的嘿黑？！
怎么一回事？？ T.T 伤心。。
呜呜呜呜呜呜呜呜呜
有什么事难道都不值得你一提吗？
算了。。它只是不一样一点。。
只希望嘿黑和戒指的定义永远不会改变。。

damn!

2010-03-02T15:47:00.002+08:00

haiz~
sitting in front of laptop n tv everyday..
it makes me felt like im a rubbish@.@
duih~~!!!i really don't know which course should i take n what im interested to
my mum nag me again~
not because im siiting at home everyday but i didn't take my piano lesson since im so free..
ermm~i juz lazy to do so...but actually wanted to~
haha...damn me~!
stop being a rubbish!!!!arrghh
going to study no longer..i can't stand for my laziness anymore

pls

2010-03-01T21:18:00.000+08:00

告诉我,我是可以做到的！！！！！！！

没那么简单

2010-03-01T17:01:00.000+08:00

“不同”

2010-03-01T15:49:00.002+08:00

“不同”它改变了我。。
让我不能适应现在的生活。。
我想回到过去，回去那都不会“不同”的世界。。
想做一个不像自己的自己。。
让自己适应也让自己改变~
不只你们，就连我也很讨厌现在的自己
累了。。
只要一看到，一想到一听到
就会情不自禁
我很辛苦却不能也没有地方发泄。。
希望自己不要再那么傻，不要那一下下的辛苦
却换来现在的不知所措。。真是的。，
不明白为什么自己会那么傻。。

finally~

2010-02-23T15:59:00.001+08:00

finally can sleep on my bed >.<
hmm~came back from singapore on the 1st of the lunar year
everyone was shocked with my new look..
im not used to it too~~
hahaha..even my mum also asked me
''who are u?i can't recognize u..'' =.=
mummy!!duih...haha~
some said i look younger but some said i look older ..
don't know~
read through some novels in my free time..*everyday
went for undang last saturday since im so free n is the time to take car licence>.<
hope i can get it as soon as possible then can drive anytime when i want~~
but..i think dad doesn't plan to buy car for me since sis going to australia no longer..n the limited parking in front of my house..
hmm...going to spent my free time with part time job n driving lesson until i get spm result..
damn boring~haiz..
miss heihei so much T.T

*nice

2010-02-08T18:36:00.002+08:00

光透进来把梦刷白
舍不得你会醒过来
不要现在走也走太快 woo..
说不上来隐隐躺在胸口一块
吻你脸颊证明此刻真的存在
是你让我相信爱
对我慷慨 hey..woo
是爱我们是注定不是意外
这是爱我们的爱
还不确定却好实在
把你贴在胸怀紧紧的代替表白
才不愿放开
这是爱给你的爱
没名字却停不下来
在忐忑里期待
却越总想到未来是你
我才明白这就是爱
第一个我们的清晨
比任何默契都是你的无限可能
言语都显得太浮浅 woo
这是爱我们的爱
还不确定却好实在
把你贴在胸怀紧紧的代替表白
才不愿放开
这是爱给你的爱
没名字却停不下来
在忐忑里期待
却越总想到未来是你
我才明白这就是爱

facebook~trip to singapore

2010-02-08T01:07:00.004+08:00

http://www.facebook.com/home.php?#!/profile.php?ref=profile&id=697610035

reduce+reuse+recycle

2010-02-08T00:05:00.006+08:00

dunno~~

2010-01-29T22:39:00.004+08:00

although i take 2 bags but...
the big 1 is full with th new year biscuit~~
for my ah tiao
thw my cloth only pack in the small one

the next day after i reach s'pore..
i shopped hougang mall,compasse point then bugis
damn tired~~

go for the japanese food...
stupid cousin who looks like aunty rossie~~
wahahahahaha shhhh

my uncle go 'fu hwa' to buy something for new year..
not ''something'' la...is a lot..
duih..see the receipt..they bought the stuff for almost 2k@@
shocked me..

~bugis~

2010-01-29T21:11:00.003+08:00

going BUGIS..
one of the SMRT interchange
must take a look on the board before u take any train
to prevent from going other place..
it take time to go a interchange to other 'line'

wig~
i don't know why they like to buy this@.@
c^^^^
the peoplesssss
n...bugis got a lot of this shop
can try before buy is free

bugis is the place which sell a lot of cheap things
u can buy what ever u want there..
shirt,pants,jeans,bags,watchs,wigs................
i use to round round round for the 1st day
then go back to the place on the other day
GIRLSS~~haha
but u have to memorize the shop location clearly
the area is quite big n the street or deco is almost the same

wow~~
all stitch^^ but i won't play this la..
waiting someome to present it ><
if couple go there..u can ask the shoper to help u..
open the door of machine then pick the one u like near to the picker then u pick it yrself @@

one of the street..

the new mall which near by bugis
the mall is rouded by lights which can 'move'

bought this after shop
hmm...they still using the 100%bottol
nicer hor??i like this
but ice lemon tea's bottol not nice..
smaller than other~

took bus after bugis
...going to my aunt shop..
this is a place which known as''people's park''
somewhere like chinatown
i don't like there..is a bit dirty for me..
but i like the bak kua which sell somewhere aroung there
but...expensiveT.T

cheap + delicious ^^

2010-01-26T11:38:00.006+08:00

'mi pok'
erm....local food of singapore
known as mushroom minced meat hior?
forget d..haha~but i don't like the cow's liver..yucks!!

unagi+rice
pepper lunch in 'hougang mall'
quite suitable for all student
nice but a bit expensive..

OMG!!!!
the cheapest japanse food that i have been try>.<
super nice le~!
all the set is $2.90 onward
cheap hor??full with student everyday..
must try when come singapore
located somewhere near ang mo kio SMRT

〉〉曾经很好过的我们

2010-01-19T14:58:00.002+08:00

有时想到了什么说不出口，

脾气硬到不行又不愿意改变。。

人生还有几个十年要过。。

坚强勇敢不能当饭吃

人际关系~哈。。可耻

可以大胆承认算好也算不好

有后悔过这五年一来的一切。。

有心无意？有意无心？谁懂。。也没必要解释。。

只想说好朋友不容易当。。

我不懂原因，应该也不想知道原因吧？

对大家没有好处。。

不喜欢我也好讨厌我也好，

应该庆幸不用再见到我。。

哈~一个人自己知道，自己挨真的不好受。。

别说是注定自己尝试过也得赞坚强

妒忌！吃醋！

那有什么用？不能拥有就不能拥有没有原因

恨你气你讨厌你！但想回过去。。

确实是我想要拥有的

无能为力也改变不了事实

。。。。。。。。。。

冥冥中安排好的事。。。

2010-01-19T14:25:00.003+08:00

昨天晚报说道‘槟城最为危险的海边是muka head’

。。。噢。。不懂哪里

回想。。好像是上次我们去玩banana boat的地方。。

我突然有种软掉的感觉。。空~

我应该庆幸我们还活着吗？？

其实那天真的是毫无头绪的，我根本不懂我们会去哪里。。

阿姨和舅舅常玩这些运动，

他们有常说那地方很‘肮脏’ 现在报道又说那里的浪那里的海水深。。

想起来真的鸡皮疙瘩了。。

可能还没有到时间吧。。。只能说[阿弥陀佛]

那时的post还写‘出生入死’的一天。。等到真的那一天

能出还能入吗？生死还能生吗？？

我们那天实在是幸运了。。

满头空的只想着一定要在一起一定要在一起。。

被浪打到蛮远的。。唉。。冥冥中安排好的事没得改变也没得逃避。。

james 是一个jason 又一个。。他们提醒了我不要再玩水了。。

害怕对不起家人害怕对不起自己。。

我不敢了。。害怕失去。。。

人生嘛~

2010-01-16T14:15:00.004+08:00

hmm~回来那么多天就呆在家那么多天闷到~~
昨天去了‘师傅’家>.< 昨天学的是oat 或类是五谷的cookies。。还算有满足感啦。。。其实还蛮容易的啦~*得意才拿回来妈就说好好这罐给谁那罐给谁的 =.= 因为我舅舅们都爱吃，分完了。。开心~~妈说在我去新加坡之前再多做几罐。。在我和雅静妈妈还没开始动工之前，她妈妈说要请我吃午餐。。 hmm就答应咯~结果。。吓到我了！ island plaza对面的korean palace？god。。。那里算高级餐厅吧？？。。我穿得还蛮随便的。。 paiseh。。那两个人的一餐还算蛮贵的。。真的不好意思呐。。kam xia mi da~ 师傅超厉害享受人生的~！！羡慕。。唉~这师傅真的好不过了。。又教我做蛋糕，教我做饭，教我人生道理，教我怎样看人，甚至还常请我吃东西。。哪里找wor。。缘分？哈哈哈~说起来又有点土气。。其实她的人生真的让我佩服不已，所以她说的话我都会当着像妈妈在训话那样听进耳。。她是我第二个妈妈~哈哈哈哈。。可能她还会嫌我叻·@@ 她思想比较开通，聊起来也不会觉得牛头不对马嘴。。但每次她都会说‘你算很不错了。。可以听一个aunty唸那么久’。。受惠的东西谁不要？？我会努力学好那些天品美食的！要告诉大家我有一个很会煮的妈妈和师傅。。但。。没钱又是另外一回事了。。因为这两老还蛮讲究健康。。买得材料都是要[好] 价钱另谈。。所以有时我有心要动工时都会再三想过。。老娘接近破产状态T.T

random..

2010-01-14T19:45:00.003+08:00

hmm~after came back from ns,i just being at home everyday..
boring...since everyone enjoy their work
i felt that im so useless T.T
haiz~my money going out everyday but never in...
should i find a job?....
but going singapore next thursday wor
work there??hahaha i hope i can >.<
will be there until cny..will be bored there?
forced to be alone if i go there..no more contact :'(
............jump jump jump
erm~tomorrow going to yaching's house to bake cookies
wow wow...finally i can learn that 'superior' cookies^^
is really nice..full of nuts but not macardamia
cz im almost broke d @.@
hahah~erm hope i can success on that la..
pray pray

‘当兵’日

2010-01-12T13:56:00.003+08:00

hello~我回来咯^^
其实我本来就有医生的信但。。不懂啦~还是去了
第一天训练只因为早上站了1小时多，可能不太习惯吧。。晕倒了~
有点不可思议又好笑。。算了
就开始有一店不舒服
隔天更惨！下午2点半去marching！wt。。。
我有点晕晕又气喘酱，忍着跑去看医生
结果。。哈哈~胃风。。奇怪，我正餐都有吃啊
不管它~就这样过了几天就被逼停止练习
穿便服呆着。。傻到~~~
应该说得空到天天写日记耶。。真的是从睡醒的那一刻写到睡觉~
佩服我自己。。。。hahahhaha
短短一星期可以体会2种不同生活也算不错啦。。
其实如果你是pelatih你是永远不会喜欢去但换个身分的话，那边就算不错咯。。
虽然没再穿上那些制服但每天还是一样跟着他们的时间走。。
有天早上无意间发现树是蒙的。。才知道其实那边都不是长热的可是一穿上制服全身就会猛流汗而已
那边除了厕所和卫生问题大致上都算ok吧。。
记得那天有个朋友说‘hor sin jit jiak jit kor wa tiok huat tat liao lor'
(in hokkien) chio si wa~~duih...
但说实的哪里真的真的很肮脏，只要一打开食物盖‘一堆’苍蝇就会靠过来。。
yucks~！其他地方就不懂会是怎样的了。。。
这一星期里也交了不少朋友，3个州的人耶~
庆幸有他们。。哈~
怀念那里的天空T.T
我从来没看过那么没得天空的。。名副其实的满天星
即使是下过雨的天空还是有很多星星的。。
今天是他们的holiday等下就打给他们。。
等我哟~！！

nasional service

2010-01-03T14:42:00.002+08:00

hello guys~!!
im going to ns at sungai bakap, seberang perai next monday..
anything leave me msg or call me~i will reply u when i get the phone
damn nervouse now..
scare i forgot to bring this bring that~duihx..
all of them leave d....now..i think im the only 1 among those fren i knew
haiz...
waiting the day which i can come bec to my house and sleep on my bed
hug my heihei~smell my blanket
T.T
will miss u all
and....pls don't shocked when u all see me...
i might become black *like charcoal
and...........i hope i can slim down when come back soon
ang kong po pi

belated merry christmas~!

2009-12-30T21:01:00.003+08:00

belated merry christmas~!!

we went paradise's beach last friday~

hmm hmm

enjoy playing the snow n walk at the beach..

but sorry for my bad attiatude

it end up with a bad ending..

sorry

stupid daR walk for almost 2 hours to reach home

my fault...

thankz liting for the x'mas present..

my favourite>>STITCH~~

hhahaz

thz yang2 for the potato n bread too

well...im going to ns 4days later

bless me~~

hope i can meet frens n make new frens there

ang kong po pi

.....

达菲所问。。。

2009-12-09T17:00:00.004+08:00

打球~
太好笑了。。。有谁打球会被捉包的？？
没有错。。就是我！！！！
捉包了又怎样？？甘愿了咯
没得出门就算了。。。
你喜欢怎样就怎样！一点都不想跟你说话！！！！
告诉你们后就没得出门不如选择什么都不说自己出门。。
反正已经不是第一次了。。。
家。。哈哈~好笑。。
一点都不像。。监牢就差不多！告诉你们，
麻烦转告大家不要来我家打抢，家里不是很有钱，
cctv就有蛮多的。。。无聊
以前还说可以晚上跑出去，迟迟再回来也无所谓
现在？？？放一个屁也要跟cctv交待
快点去照mri要开刀更好，住在医院好过在家里对墙壁。。
为什么就要在这种时候才面对问题。。。
害怕失去。。害怕一个人。。害怕没得见面的日子。。
唉。。我错就好。。真的不应该托你们下水，是我不对，
对不起拖累你们，对不起麻烦到你们，对不起对不起对不起
心理真的很不好过。。。想念一起出去的日子，想念一起笑的时候
坐在厕所哭了好久，老实说真的不敢面对我自己。。
曾几何时变得那么自私？变得那么不为人着想？？
心理总是有一些话说不出口。。对不起daR对不起yangyang对不起cacing对不起妈妈。。。

untitle

2009-11-22T12:27:00.001+08:00

im blank n so lost now~
haiz...again n again
i really don't know how to comfort myself...
useless

人生能有几个十年？

2009-11-03T20:46:00.004+08:00

人生有几个十年？

你是否白活了呢？

懂事以来，今天对我很特别。。。

真的很特别。。

我没白活这二十年。。。

“我今天学会，多愁善感是一种错。。”

[光明]

今天出席他的葬礼。。

一踏入灵堂眼泪就不停的流

看他最后一眼时，

全身都软了。。怎么会这样?

我多希望他现在还站在我们面前跟我们吵

虽然他每次都会让我们但总是要跟我们争，

争到够了才让我们赢。。

虽然我们口中整天说他不好但我们心里根本不是那样想的。。

像他说的。。人生能有几个十年？？

T.T一想到就不由自己的。。

leos~!roar!!

2009-11-02T23:35:00.005+08:00

~beloved Leo James Wan Kai Khor~

went to the funeral just now..

many ppl there..

tried not to cry when saw stanley,zhi yu,victor n other cry but..

is hurt~im thinking...what would be the scene that came out from his mind when he knew he'll never come back to this world?

as im thinking my tears drop

although he's not my best friend but the feeling came out so directly from my heart

not dare to see him at first until the time im going home..

i know my tears sure will drop uncontrolly

then i broke down when i saw his face...

he's sleeping there without any senses and movement....

he's gone.....really can't accept the facts

everythings recalled back

the 1st time we met in cititel..he's was the high post of clhs leo club n we'r the new member of cdk leos..he is quite talkative talk non-stop around us...frog jess n i was hang-ing there..

at night we still got out for supper with lion..

it's sweet memory although we got scold by our past president

sometimes i felt he's quite irritating because he was interested with one of our friend..

sms us to get more information about the girl~well as his named'chi ko'

haha~but after that his best friend told me that actually he's a good guy

he's caring n like to take care of ppl,although his relation with his family is not that good but he still can live for his own...he's strong and brave~

the fresh memories in my mind..

last year leo installation,im the mc of the ceremony..

i went up to the place where his club seated to ask for something

he saw me walking toward them he straight away stand up n shaked hand with me..

he praised me as im brave to host the big project and we chat for a short while~

is all become the history of ours...

he's gone..never come back d~

im kinda regret because i didn't call him when i saw him at gurney..

it was the last ime i met him....n no next time d~

T.TT.TT.TT.TT.TT.TT.TT.TT.TT.TT

i hope every one of us can live happily

don't leave us here then go to the place that they went n won't come back anymore..
pls don't do so..

i hope u'r here to' tarki' wif us

2009-11-02T16:27:00.003+08:00

there got something stucking my heart
felt sad felt uncomfortable
i don't know what should i do to make it feel better...
i couldn't accept the tragedy
i can't make myself to not to think about it..
although we'r not best best friend
but it doesn't mean there got no caring between us
haiz..i hope every one of us can be tough tonight..
don't cry...don't cry.....keep telling me
please forgive me if im the first one....

LET'S FLY TOGETHER

2009-10-31T00:45:00.002+08:00

i like this so much~~

thx ya Jess-OMYFLYN

http://the-room-eighteen.blogspot.com/2009/10/lets-fly-together-in-seven-dwarf.html#comment-form

I really hope that we can always fly together....

love u all

fake again...

2009-10-12T00:07:00.002+08:00

sometimes somethings happen out of our mind
when i 1st viewed to her blog..
i was attrated to that post
i just think that if im that person,what will be my feeling now?
started felt like wanna cry..
best friends doesn't mean must do everything together or always stick together..
i knew this recently..
is about the HEART
the heart of yours to your friends or best friends..
i remembered that i told her before,
i said she won't be the one to be boikot
but she msg me just now...she said it happened
unbelievable~
and i think she knew how i felt last time..
it's kinda sad and speechless to friend..
it's really hopeless and helpless
no one can help us when we'r in that situation
but i think you're quite lucky because you still have so many friends..
those friends that doesn't appreciate us not included in our best friends list
if they really think about us..they won't speak out like this...IT'S HURT
just wanna let you know..if you really treat someone as best friend..
don't hurt her~your action or your words to her means everyting to her
not every relationship can return to its own after it broke..

stupid knee

2009-10-11T21:39:00.003+08:00

went hospital again last thurs...
bone bone bone~
haiz...don't know what to say~worse..
hahaha =.=
well...won't die yet la~
hmm...my aunt accompanied me to buy sport shoes last fri,
we went to her friend's shop..
bought brooks's shoes...is kinda expensive T.T
but for my own good....boh huat
still owing my sis all those money~
pity~wuwuwuwu
and i just realised that im 'flat foot-er' and 1of my leg is shoter than the other..
did u realised that?i think none of u la..
cz i also don't know until the doc told me....
gai nia..i should go MAHINDARAMA d...
ask ang kong to poppy me~
duihx....now wearing my knee guard to anywhere which need to use stairs or walk in long distance..so kolian~haiz..
play basketball n badminton also can't let my parents know
if not....sure die(should be die hard..)
later u broke yr bone,later broke yr ligament...
later later later later later later later later~~~~~~~~~~~
beh liao beh liao..
haiz..but i admit that im really stubborn~haha
went for badminton with friends without my mother permission..
wahahaha..enjoyed...but get oxygen debt n my knee was pain after the game~
aduih..old d??im just 17years old +9days nia wor...
kinda pity....

p/s: you know how my mummy shoot me when we'r waiting for the x-ray..
she said "u know who is the most ugly in this world??"
me:"who??"
mummy:"the one who purposely broke her leg like you!"
me :"................."
im so speechless to her....but i still play those vigorous exercise~i think i'' become ugly no longer~hahaha

fake world

2009-10-07T15:40:00.002+08:00

sometimes we couldn't contol ourselves to avoid from the sad
but we try the best to comfort ourselves..
life is simple?who knows?...
the one who side u doesn't mean he/she is the 1 u looking for.
someone very close with u will leave u alone one day..
it doesn't mean everythings we have now will last forever,
everythings is fake
included u n me

02.10.92

2009-10-06T23:45:00.003+08:00

happy birthday to lifei
happy birthday to faye
happy birthday to quientessa
happy birthday to sheavone
~.~ =.= -_-
thx those friends who wish me on that day,
thx adadaR and dafei cherlyn...
who always give me suprises on my birthday
karchi mic n inn~
thx for yr present+photo ^^
n also janet..thx for treat seokfong n i pizza~
frog...thx for yr snickers
yangyang~thx for yr cheese cake...
but i still wanna mention that MY CHEESE CAKE IS BETTER than the one which bought from xxx cake house..
although im not sure whether the cake is home made or wad but i knew that i've wasted for about 4hour in the kitchen for the cheese cake and cookies
so im kinda confident that mine is better than others..hmm~
i didn't celebrate my birthday at all la...don't ask me about that d k?
some still thought that i will celebrate it very'grand'...
mana tao~omg...ha mi pun bo
but i've just realised that although we seldom mix up with some friends ,
but they still care about us...they will stand up n support u when u need some1 beside u..
im really really touch with their appearance..
thx god for giving me those true friends~i appreciate them.....
and i love them so much mUAck~!!

badminton + redbox

2009-09-25T21:10:00.004+08:00

woke up earlier today,
after breakfast,clean the floor,bath
then go e-park again~yeah yeah
today : badminton^^
hmm...although im not good in badminton but atleast i can play la..
the most important thing is...I CAN EXERCISE!!
hahaha~ok..i always admit that im fat k..
kinda sorry to [ada cherlyn janet n vicky]
because ada have to drop me home so they have to go back earlier..
but they carry on their plan at prangin cinema~
rushed back for bath then next station->gurney,redbox..
wow~don't know why so many people go gurney today
lazy+no point to list out their name gua~
went coffee island after that..hmm eat again~
luckily yii n i wasn't late to attend our tuition..hsiuu
kinda TIRED~~haiz..but i think not only me la...
2 days left to continue my trial!!!haiz..why i still can hanging out everyday
but actually im kinda enjoy these type of life..
i mean wake up early in the morning then go for some exercise
then only continue my day...
hmm..but i no longer enjoy these T.T i hate exam but i hope it can over faster...
btw....die d la...still got 4 subject...!!

*should i buy a new basketball, racket or volleyball??
my mum sure not agree with me...haha

final destination

2009-09-23T23:18:00.003+08:00

today date with my ada daR...
(our first date~~)
actually we wanna go for basketball early in the morning,
but penang center couldn't play then we went dean's house..
felt paiseh to her..
i knew she sure haven't wake up,so keep calling her mana tao
she still sleep tight in her dream until we reach her house
skfong miss her so purposely want to visit her house(1st time)..
dean have to take care of her little cousin ,so we go e-park ourselves~
played bball until rain then went mcd for breakfast...
they promised to go shu xuan with me after bath,but..
haiz~accompanied ada to wacth 'final destination'
OMG~!so disgusting..kinda scary le
when the man named george killed by the track,
i shout like hell...so paiseh~~
ada,who going to fell in sleep shocked and looked at me..
(i shout on her~hahaha)
she said my voice more scary then the 'luncheon meat'
=.= still wanna 'da gou gou' that we must watch the horror movie next time~
k lu~im wondering will she do what as she promised?hahaha
i used to shout when im watching any horror or any ghost movie
is normal what...but...still felt sorry to her~
im kinda angry with 1 HIAO PO!!
she started to touch her bf body n 'te'with him before the movie start
gosh~im gonna vomit...VAIN!!!!
haiyo..mana tao cdk eh..SIA SUI...BEH PAISEH eh wor~if wanna do that kind of thing better go back their home ka ban ban lai ma~
DUIHX~!beh tahan nia....
well~we couldn't stop people to PAK TOR in front of us~
but....they didn't study...
TIDAK MENGAMALKAN NILAI MURNI~
....after the movie we went back to her house....
erm~sleep again..hahahah until over the time,
it was rain when the moment i wake her up
gai gai~both us us was wet...cherlyn drive too
but she gong gong wait outside the tuition center~
gosh..it was kinda cold+wet
haiz~going to wash my shoes n bag again....lazy >.<

mini mooncakes

2009-09-23T22:37:00.007+08:00

went ya ching house last few day..

her mother tought us how to bake mini moocake,

hmm...bla bla bla bla..

erm i knew how to bake mooncake d^^

but kinda lazy to do all this things actually..

i scare the time when we need to clean up everything~~*[mine]before going into the oven~after bake...

evon's sai sai~waahahhayi lin's panda~(with lin yong??)porcupine~by aunty..cute hor^^tortoise~i don't know why i purposely do this...my sis thought im gonna give her this~mana tao....>>this was the 1 i wanna give her~hahahah(the most ugly among all the mini mooncakes~)

xxxxl??

2009-09-20T21:09:00.003+08:00

woke up early in the morning,

mummy said wanna go butterworth for 'bak kut teh'

*sigh...mummy favourite~

the road was clear n smooth until our destination

may be it is HARI RAYA,every one stay at home~

we went KRISCO(a place like giant in butterworth)

after had our breakfast.

is kinda big but it's design n decoration like MYDIN

(a malay shopping mall)

well..continue our journey after the RM1 ice-cream

.......

my uncle called me once we reach home,

he said he wanna buy a new handphone for me as my birthday present..

nokia 5900?i know 5800 but not 5900..

how it looks like?hmm....

waiting for it arrival~~

八大传奇

2009-09-19T20:51:00.007+08:00

‘小姥姥’

搬来新家前，隔壁邻居的狗生了一箩箩的小狗，但在我们搬进来的前几天被别人偷走全部。。。只剩下一只很可怜的小母狗，可能因为它是女的那白痴小偷把它丢在隔壁街

也算很庆幸的可以回到它妈妈身边。。。

但过不久因为贪吃食物中毒死掉了~

大概在5/6月是那母狗又怀孕了，这次呢，很开心的可以看到8只超可爱的baby~

呵呵~超兴奋的。。因为家里不适合养狗，我们几个又有鼻子敏感，所以。。。

随便~总之我们三间屋子的人都很疼它们。。

但在不久前它们的臭主人把5只送给别人，剩一只又病得，一只看起来老老的还有一只超调皮超坏蛋又超像牛的。。

有天，那有病的不懂为什么哭了整个下午后就死了。。我妈说可能是命吧~

因为它一懂事就一直哭，不爱吃东西。。

昨天那只很可爱的‘小牛’跟着它妈妈跑去吠一个陌生人

其实它那么小就有那见义勇为的心真的很难的。。

即使说它鸡婆也好，它也不应该有这样的下场！

那个疯人不知怎么踢它或打它，竟然把它活活打死！！！！！

白痴！！疯人！！！！！！我咒他断手断脚！不得好死！！

可怜那只‘小姥姥’。。。又剩它和妈妈而已。。

真希望它能快快长大，不要像它的兄弟姐妹们死到那么可怜。。

吃毒药死，被大雨冲走，病死，被打死。。。T.T

有时想回真的觉得这世界上有很多残忍的人。。。。。

我的泪腺也算很高超的人（不会动不动就哭）

但每次有小宠物死掉，我肯定哭到不像人~

以前有在旧家有养过很多狗，还有曾经它陪我上学后不会回家，

结果有听说它被学校后面卖野味的捉去了。。

哈~我听妈那样一说，超自责的。。

还有两只小狗可能也是得罪到后面的马来人，他给它们吃毒药，

samsam，因为我的疏忽。。。唉。。

所以有时我很羡慕那些有宠物的他们。。

但我们家也有养过一只超可爱的you mei~但因为我们太宠它，

老师受训回来把它送给别人了。。不懂它还好吗。。。

damn funny~!!

2009-09-14T22:15:00.003+08:00

HONEY!
do you know i love u and miss u so much~~~(ma chi)
night....i cannot sleepppp so......w.e.l.l....
u leave me because of money(mannnie)
i don't know i [could not sing]
i just love u by my heart my seoul
i don't know what to do, no car no job no money no home
I WILL DIE VERY SOONN
HONEY COME BACK U CAN SAFE MY LIFE

^^

2009-09-11T22:20:00.002+08:00

爸爸真好，补完习后我突然起意想吃寿司他就载我去他朋友那里买了些。。

hmm~好饱好饱。。肯定会肥了一大圈T.T

真是的。。吃就容易瘦就难咯~~

hao bo bak sai liao。。。

__________________________________________________________

今天又去做物理治疗了。。

yeah~今天是最后一天了以后应该都不必再去了吧。。

+考试，我也不怎么想去~

还得等到8oct才回去复诊。。。

刚才在那边看到了一个像植物人又不太像的人。。

突然好庆幸我是个正常可以乱跑跳的人

哈哈~我还特地向妈申明，如果以后choi choi的我有什么事的话

就让我死去算了。。免得呆在这里连累他们。。

而其当事人肯定忍不住那种折磨。。。

SEC fair

2009-09-07T15:56:00.003+08:00

dad brought us to pisa for the SEC fair.
actually he wanna buy air-cond to fix at 3rd floor then another 1 for his new office
*he don't want to let me go shu xuan then purposely buy an new aircond for me
he wanna make the store room to become my room..n also a guest room
haiz...is that really good for me??dunno..
erm~skip it..
then he bought a sony t90 for my mum..
actually share among us but my mum was ordered to keep it~
my sister was so happy~as the camera was her dream camera
before we went home,i saw the 'small vacuum' which cost about 1k
the vacuum seem like quite useful in my house..
it can move itself n clean up by it own
we no need to care about it..
of cause...my mum was agree with me as she no need to do so many things..
haha me?i don't have any INCLUDED THE LAPTOP~
but i don't mind la...can buy it later after the exam
is better for me~haha
as the aircond haven't buy or fix in my house,i still can go shu xuan~
hahaha..but after that..please come to my house to study
i don't wanna study alone...it might be very sleepy T.T

bidang 3:alam sekitar

2009-09-04T11:48:00.002+08:00

MENYAYANGI DAN MENGHARGAI ALAM SEKITAR. kesedaran tentang perlunya memelihara dan memulihara alam sekeliling demi keseimbangan ekosistem.
KEHARMONIAN ANTARA MANUSIA DENGAN ALAM SEKITAR. keadaan saling memerlukan hubungan harmonis antara manusia dengan alam sekeliling supaya kualiti kehidupan manusia dan alam sekeliling terpelihara.
KEMAPANAN ALAM SEKITAR. pengekalan keseimbangan alam sekeliling sebagai tanggungjawab bersama untuk kesejatheraan hidup.
PEKA TERHADAP ISU-ISU ALAM SEKITAR. prihatin terhadap persoalan yang berkaitan dengan alam sekeliling dan berusaha menyelesaikannya.

私函

2009-09-02T21:58:00.002+08:00

超讨厌生病的。。。
以前都是一天就ok了，
这次呢。。就快要四天了~~
有点痛苦。。。
好久都没有感冒声了，哈哈
sexy咯~好像mary的声^^
现在最适合就是去唱k
唱出来的声几乎都不会是标准的~
哈哈。。想到就觉得很好笑~~
我好想看戏哦。。
我要看orphan，up，where got ghost。。。
几怕orphan下影了~
还有好多~但大家都在考试-.-

本部举办此活动是为了增广见闻。定于2009年9月5日早上11时至下午1时正，于不拉音广场进行。活动下联应该是去书轩吧。
2。有谁愿意抽星期六早上的那一两个小时陪我看戏啊？
有贵小姐/先生的陪同，此活动肯定生色不少。
3。若有不便之处敬请原谅，时间反面可作更改，但最好不要~本人先此致谢。

本人部落
丽菲谨启

p/s:读疯了头~

病人也有美丽的~哈哈

2009-08-31T20:12:00.003+08:00

好像好久都没病了~这两天有很不舒服。。

不喜欢~！！！

今天是我第一次想快点回家，不想呆在书轩~

可能因为发烧的关系吧。。很辛苦。。

脸也红红的。。。好累T.T

爸爸答应说要载我回家，但我知道他和妈也病了

结果叻。。我只好自己走去搭巴士回家~

几辛苦哦。。我发誓我一定要会驾车

我已经很累跟这种生活了，要不就找个‘司机’也不错~

过了今年我永远都不要再搭巴士了~！！！（除了旅行）

我可是一个病人耶。。在巴士上还得一直忍着不咳嗽。。

还得走一段路才会到家~T.T

今天戴了mask。。只是不想别人因为我的咳嗽而觉得不自在

但也因为我戴了面具，让我觉得很不自在。。一直被人盯着看~

我不是A型流感啦！

P/S:i know meiyan wanna say me' VAIN' again.... ~.~

so ~H~

2009-08-30T01:08:00.004+08:00

went shuxuan again~haha almos everyday..

hmmm...a lots of friends there...

is a bad new~u know i know(chit chit chat chat)..

jess called me just now

she asked me about cherlyn's hamster

guai guai n che che have their own babies~

but then...both of them are male we don't know why they can give birth to the babies..=.= kinda weird~

hmm~hiao..took some photo just now

but andy is more hiao~he sent me his photo

oh ow~i don't know how to describe it

he's happy when i said he's more hiao than me..

he seems like quite excited when people praise him,

i mean hiao~ wahhaahah...oppss...sorry^^

never!!

2009-08-25T14:57:00.000+08:00

my mum boiled 'pat zhan' yesterday..
i went shu xuan n tuition center until 8+only reached home
my mum said she keep 1 bowl for me in the slow cooker
ok...i just went to the dining room to get my soup
WOW~!!I was so shocked !what a BIG bowl??!!
i never feel the bowl was so big until yesterday...
i wonder will i vomit after drink that soup T.T
my mum was kinda kind~haha she helped me to drink some
but it still 'much' for me~haiz
well....i 'EAT' it as my dinner~
yucks~this is the 2nd time i drink these kinda things..
aunty molly n mummy made me scared>.<>

变装生日会

2009-08-22T02:10:00.000+08:00

今天姐姐在家做个生日会，
虽然口头上一直说不要帮她整理东西，
但，只要看到那些一堆堆的东西摊在桌子我就会很不爽。。
结果还是帮她整理了=.=
今天的主题是化妆派对，其实就只要穿些特别的就ok了，
输的要请赢的吃一餐好的~结果叻。。。
哈哈哈哈哈~什么style都有叻
睡衣雨衣护士 OL 浴衣 cosplay的，更吓到我的是连naruto（对吗？）也有。。
my goodness...笑到~~~~！！
我姐的朋友都是我的学姐，都很认识了。。
其中我最喜欢的是cosplay的梅蓉~
超棒的~！她算是很美的女生但轮到这方面，
她可以72变~变到和平常一点都不同的她，好帅。。
真舍得。。她&雯哥为了这些服装都花上好几百块，真是佩服。。
我hiao（先自认）跟她借了假发当白发魔女~
哈哈~还当了他们的模特儿，走秀~真是的。。。
而弟弟呢，戴起那些假发。。wow帅呆了~~
他们还叫他风云（烈风&布景云）哈哈哈~笑惨了
还有弟弟戴眼镜装漫画男的照片在梅蓉的手机，
忘记转发，改天再上post。。

1st therapy..

2009-08-19T17:06:00.000+08:00

i went GH for physiotherapy(right?) after school.

all aunty n uncle there..im the only teenage =.=

the doctor said i should do some exercise to tighten up my '筋'~
i couldn't do any vigourous exercise,including play volleyball,as i knew it earlier

but...shh~my mum don't know about that..i hurt my back~haiz

i bet u all don't trust this is the place where we do exercise

haha...it looks like a jail..seriously.my mum was agree wif me too~haha

after the exercise,about 1hour later my felt pain on my knee

the doctor put an ice bag for me

WOW~!!! it is very very very cold...

my goodness.u will never experience the coldness of the ice bag...

saw a little boy before i came out from the 'ward',

he was so cute n active~jumping here n there

but he had an operation before,he couldn't walk properly...

both of his leg got the scar..haiz quite pity...

排球比赛

2009-08-16T12:25:00.000+08:00

今天学校的排球比赛。。（不被看好）
不是组员少就是没人来~
算了。。。反正排球迟早要倒了
看到他们1个2个。。我真的很无奈+不爽！
连蹲下来接球/开球他们都不会~~
正说好心教他们一下，一时忘记我不能开under hand
结果我的手黑青了=.=最讨厌就是这样，这样就会影响我开over head（会很痛）。。
他们一整年来学校也只是坐着讲话浪费时间
最糟的是。。自作聪明！
唉~真不明白，那些小的怎么那么多恩恩怨怨，
难道就不能安安静静的打球吗。。。
尤其是那碧珍，真的弄到我很pek chek！！
气死我！他的话真的是永远讲不完，打球就打球啊
装什么厉害还讲人，输球也是一直一直的在讲废话~！！！！
算了，反正最后一年了我们已经不适cdk的排球员。。有点摆脱的感觉~
但只可惜。。今天的球场上少了一个人的声音。。

times square

2009-08-16T11:59:00.000+08:00

昨晚因为去times square帮frog买面，

起初还在想‘完了，我们两个行吗。。

还好湘有在而且还算顺利啦~

乘没人时我们还拍照叻，

我姐说如果他是路过的绝对不会要买面=.=

好累哦~昨晚还把[败犬女王]赶完了。。

到凌晨3点才睡耶~爱睡~~